Uniquely Me

2011-01-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

HOLD ME LIKE A PILLOW, MAKE ME FEEL RIGHT

1st week of teaching small kids had ended, thank god I survived this week.

I'm currently having a love-hate relationship with those little brats. How can someone so cute be so irritating at the same time? OMG. But then again, they are so easy to be satisfied. Their thinkings are so simple. They only have eat, sleep, toilet, play, homework and parents in their mind, unlike us. We have so many things going on in our oh-so complicated minds.

Who say only love will nurture a lady? Freedom to do things that she likes are the main-key. Of course, along with love from friends :)

Having a craze over Jesse McCartney again. GAWH! So cute, ahh!! Not small boy cute, but cute boy cute! ;)

Spinning: Rihanna - Only Girl

2011-01-04T17:01:00.005+08:00

SOUND IS MY REMEDY FEEDING ME ENERGY, MUSIC IS ALL I NEED.

Have been having sleepless nights for more than a week. Not exactly sleepless, but I can actually be awake for hours on the bed, staring in the pitch black space. What's wrong with me? :(

Eng Seng left to Aussie for training. And the next time that I'll see him will be somewhere in March. That's like so long.

And, yes, I'm rotting at home. Hoping for things to brighten for me. God please fill my life with tasks to do!!

Damn that the local University will only start the new semester in September, that's f'ing wasting our time. If I were to know that this will f'ing happen, I wouldn't waste my time doing Form 6 in the first place. Shite.

Spinning: David Guetta - Who's That Chick (ft. Rihanna)

2010-12-12T17:45:00.004+08:00

WHEN THE LIGHTS GO OUT, WE'LL BE SAFE AND SOUND

I know, I had been not updating for weeks. So I'll cut the crap and move on :)

STPM had finish for me, that means freedom and outings to go! But at the same time, it's sad to be separated with my form 6 friends.

So, I went to Kemuning, yea, I drove there! haha. To fetch Jolene to Kota Permai. Then I went and pick Yien Lu up for bubble tea session :) The bubble tea served there is nice, with alot of black 'pearls', yum!

Then the next day which is Friday, went out with Eng Seng and Jolene to wach movies.

Our dinner for that night, yum yum! :)

Spinning: We The Kings - We'll Be A Dream (ft. Demi Lovato)

2010-11-20T19:49:00.003+08:00

IF YOU JUST REALIZE WHAT I JUST REALIZED, THEN WE'D BE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER AND WILL NEVER FIND ANOTHER

Had an amazing dream last night!

Okay, it's not that amazing 'cause it started off being scary..

Well, it's like we attend a really nice dinner event, then the organizer is kinda weird 'cause they kinda keep the guests by making them injured. Most of those that were injured are adults whereas the small kids were playing at a nice field. Weird huh?

Then I don't know how, we found out what they are doing. We try to rescue the kids by creating a scene and all. Then, we collected all of the kids in a huge buggy. Transfer them to HIS 7 seater car. Don't ask me how can all of the kids and two of us can fit inside the car. LOL. Anyways, the kids all sit on the floor while he put on some decoy cloth on top of them to avoid the guards being suspicious.

This shows how smart HE is, right? LOL, anyways, it's just my dream, it could be imagined by me.

Argh, STPM is freaking close, just around the corner yet I can still have such dreams :p

Spinning: Colbie Caillat - Realize

2010-11-10T14:03:00.002+08:00

YOU MAKE ME SMILE LIKE THE SUN

Received a letter from my beloved mui, Yien Lu today. Felt so touched with what she wrote.

So, I wanna dedicate this song to her! :)

You're better than the best

I'm lucky just to linger in your light

Cooler than the flip side of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware

Nothing can compare to where you send me,

Let me know that it's okay, yeah it's okay

And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone

Somehow you come along

Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that

You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you

'Cause everytime that I get around you

I see the best of me inside your eyes

You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

Spinning: Uncle Kracker - Smile

2010-11-06T20:47:00.002+08:00

STOP STEALING MY HEART AWAY, YOU'RE STEALING MY HEART AWAY

Had golf practice today and it was fun playing with Leonard, Hao Sern and Jolene they all. But, I can't get the shots right. Everything just had to went wrong after 8 holes. So, my anger spilled here and there. Oh, did I mention that I was nearly killed by some uncles =.= I really wanna F'ed them up but then again, if I did that, this will show how barbarian and immature of me which will put me at the same level as them. So, they are so lucky to escape this! ;p

Then, as we were leaving while waiting for Tiger's dad to arrive, HE passed by us, stopped HIS car to chat with me and Jolene. HE was in a white 7 seater car. What car was it, I don't know, too dark to look at the back :p

Anyways, we chit chatted a bit and HE told us where HE stay, which is odd since we didn't ask :p But, I seriously wanna ask for HIS number, easier to keep in touch, rather than to hope on fate so that we'll bump into each other again. Sadly, I didn't have the guts to so. Sad :(

But then again, seeing HIM made me smile. It had been so long since I can smile and laugh by myself while thinking of a person. This shows I'm happy, not insane :)

Wee, think I'll be having sweet dreams tonight! :p

BTW, I was missing a person at a low point today. Who? Hmmmm, something for me to know and something for you to guess ;P

Spinning: Enrique Iglesias ft Nicole Scherzinger - Heartbeat

2010-11-05T16:28:00.005+08:00

YOU JUST GOTTA IGNITE THE LIGHT, AND LET IT SHINE

I'm supposed to be studying, but. Can't resist the temptation to just blog.

I'm addicted to Heartbeat by Enrique Iglesias ft Nicole Scherzinger. Don't know why.

Had this dream last night that I wish it might come true? I'm always having dreams that I want them to come true. But it's all so impossible. Though some came true and went away.

So I dreamed that well, I don't know. Something Vin Sern knows. So, no need to go public about it.

Though I really wish that it will come true. Hmmm...

I'm tempted to do some dreaming business on my bed. But, I have to concentrate and study. Plus, the weather? It doesn't help at all. Don't ask about air-conditioner. It'll be killing the mother nature. Only turn it on for minimum 2 hours as I sleep. So *angelic face* I'm good :)

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Went to Sunway Pyramid yesterday. Why? On account of Jol's birthday. So didn't want to go but since she invited Jeremiah and my didi to go, might as well go, right?

Watched You Again.

Funny :)

Then, this is Jol's cute guy friend, Kim Guan. But they call him Kim, so I call him Kim too :)

Cute!!

Had fun with Jeremiah and didi, kept talking nonsense. So like us! :p

Next outing scheduled to be after STPM, can't wait! :)

Spinning: Katy Perry - Firework

2010-11-03T18:26:00.004+08:00

I CAN FEEL YOUR HEARTBEAT, HE SAID TO ME

Time for updates!! ;)

Let's see, first, I spent my weekend last week by seeing HOT guys playing golf. Yes, I meant the dudes in CIMB Asia Pacific Classic that was held in our very own The Mines :)

So who did I enjoyed watching in it? Of course it's the young, uprising, trend-setting Rickie

Fowler! Who can resist not looking at him? From his PUMA cap, hair, face, PUMA clothings and PUMA shoes, everything is nice to look at!

ps: Every clothings on him, shows how no one else can put these colours off just like him! :)

To those that don't know him, his full name is Rick Yukata Fowler, his maternal grandfather is a full Japanese, cool huh? And, he always wear orange on the final day of a tournament, in honor of his alma mater, Oklahoma State University. Thus, this explains the full set of orange on every final day! :) And and, he used to play in motocross racing, amazing huh? ^^

Totally can't wait to see him play in Malaysia again!

Credits to Eng Seng!! ^^

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Went for K-session with mom, sis and mom's friends last night. Awesome night-out! Everyone got so hyped up when we sang Aerosmith's Don't Wanna Miss A Thing, some Anita Mui's songs and somemore other songs. Basically, everyone is enjoying themselves even though the room was really cold that I can actually shiver!

Everyone left around 1am, yes, 1am. Woots! That shows how much we enjoyed the singing session! :) Even though I'm not really into K-session, but I do wanna go again :p

Spinning: Enrique Iglesias ft Nicole Scherzinger - Heartbeat

2010-10-28T14:35:00.002+08:00

WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT IT WOULD END UP LIKE THIS? WHERE EVERYTHING WE TALKED ABOUT IS GONE.

Had you ever feel used and wasted?

Had you ever feel that you want to talk to someone, but that person no longer wants to be a part in your life?

Had you ever question why friendship don't always last except when there's benefit in it?

Had you ever wonder why that's so many questions but there's no answer or solution to it?

Had you feel that even the only person you are in touch with had disappear from your life?

Spinning: The Script - Before The Worst

2010-10-19T18:46:00.002+08:00

YOU FEEL LOVE BUT YOU JUST CAN'T EMBRACE IT, WHEN YOU FOUND THE RIGHT ONE AT THE WRONG TIME

What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain,
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that I'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him, I'm missng him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out
He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
He's the part that is missing,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, I'm missing him,

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your hearts in two places?
You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

Spinning: Pixie Lott - Broken Arrow

2010-10-18T20:15:00.002+08:00

SO HE STUCK HIS MIDDLE FINGER TO THE WORLD

All that I'm feeling now is the urge to cry. I don't want any interactions from other living beings, I just need a hug. A strong and big hug...

The depression that was felt last night, kept down in my heart, didn't even tell anyone. Then just now that feeling resurface again.

So tired of all this drama. So sick of how people affect my emotions, make me angry and depress.

Spinning: Kevin Rudolf - Let It Rock

2010-10-13T14:14:00.004+08:00

I LIKE THE WAY YOU SMILE, I MIGHT JUST BITE YOUR LIP

Had MUET Speaking today. Even though earlier practices was good, but I don't think I excelled in the real thing :( Why didn't I think of these flaws in other people's points? Why must my brain can only think well when I shower? :p Does it mean that I need to do thinking in shower? Oh gosh!

And, one of the examiners today is my ex-English teacher when I was Form 5. When we had finished our speaking examination, she actually asked me: 'Did you prepared for this?' The first thought that creep into my mind was: 'Oh no! I must had did badly!' Then when I told Kai Li about it, she say: 'She meant you guys did well!' But I don't feel the same with her. Praying hard that it will be good! :)

Spinning: Static Revenger & Richard Vission ft. Luciana- I Like That

2010-10-12T15:24:00.006+08:00

EVERY WORD FEELS LIKE A SHOOTING STAR, I'M AT THE EDGE OF MY EMOTIONS

Had you ever feel this way? Is it fair for you to do so? I thought you were way mature than the others, that's why I look at you differently, someone I can talk to, someone that could give me good and mature advices. Then you went and change everything with these things you did. Things that show how immature you are. It seems as though, the Chinese saying: 四肢发达，头脑简单!

It reminded me of the past that I had been through. Bitter bitter past. Wouldn't it be fun if we can remove the past from our memory selectively? Let me keep all the nice and sweet ones while the sad and bitter ones are forgotten. But human tend to remember sad and bitter memories more compared to nice and sweet ones, why?

If life is about living meaningfully, then what happen to those that passed away after living so many meaningless life? Since life is short, we should take opportunity on things and not regret later on why we didn't take the opportunity, right? Isn't life about taking chances? Not only on career but also friendships and relationships, right? But what happen when that chance closes the door on you? Slam you hard on your face. What are you going to do about it? Will you sit there and wait for that door to open up for you or walk up to another door? Many say they will pick the latter option: walk up to another door. But most of us will sit there and wait for that door to open up for us unconsciously. Our mouth say thats we'll move on, find another door that is way better than that. But sadly, our mind, body and soul will involuntarily sit there and hope that that door will open up for us. Why must we let that door, which doesn't appreciate us to take in-charge of the situation? This is our life, we have the right to decide how it goes. This door slam on us, then we'll move on to the another door. Isn't this theory simple enough for us to practice?

I'll be losing my mind if sad things happen again. I can't guarantee I wouldn't cry. But I wouldn't guarantee I'll share it with you when you ask.

Spinning: Katherine McPhee - Terrified

2010-10-09T20:47:00.004+08:00

YOU ARE THE BEST THING THAT'S EVER BEEN MINE

I try not to count but I feel days are slipping passed. I'm supposed to make use of these 12 days of holidays to study and prepare myself for the big day. But all I did was waste time on unnecessary activities.

Trying to motivate myself but it's all in vain when I get distracted and seduced to let my

holidays passed by just like that.

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Had a fun day out on Monday with half of my precious classmates :)

We went ice skating. Most of them experienced their very first time skating on ice. Even though there were falls and complains, everyone left the ice skating rink with a big smile on the face :D

Headed for movie, we conquered a whole row that consist of 13 seats and an additional 2 more seats at the back. Watched Charlie St. Cloud. It's so emotional! I wouldn't deny I teared while watching that movie. I just love that movie. And a plus point, Zac Efron

is in it, looking hot as ever, cute as ever and emotional like we never seen in his earlier movies.

After the movie, we headed to Pizza Hut for a big feast :) As everyone seated, me and Gladys carried out the secret cake surprise planned in class for our fellow classmate: Rahma. With the money contribution we collected, we went chocolate cake hunting!! It was a tough search as we lack somemore moolahs to purchase a quality chocolate cake. We even thought of combining two different halves add with a coat of chocolate to get the great chocolate cake. But that idea was rejected by the shop assistant. Oh well, at least he found us another great alternative.

Chocolate Fudge! Yum!!

The process of purchasing the cake and smuggling it back into Pizza Hut and surprising her with the cake was exciting and nerve wrecking. I felt a rush in my adrenaline as I hold the lit chocolate fudge to her while the others sing 'Happy Birthday'. After every edible items are

cleared up by us, we had group photos taken facing the large mirror :)

It was such an enjoyable day for all of us, further plans for our class outing will be made after STPM :D Can't wait!!!!!! ^.^

Spinning: Taylor Swift - Mine

2010-10-03T19:05:00.003+08:00

'CAUSE WHEN A HEART BREAKS, NO IT DON'T BREAKEVEN

I wonder if my dreams are telling me something? Or is it something I experience in another life?

Had a number of weird dreams last night. Ranging from current life to a life that is so ancient.

In that ancient dream, it seems like I got a ghost admirer that wouldn't let go of me even when all those ritual went done. Weird huh? And, it appears that I might bring bad luck to my then-hubby 'cause that ghost touch my cheek after touching his. Weird weird weird!!

Trying to shake the dreams out of my head.

<<<>>>

That feeling is here. The guilty feeling. Whenever I hear songs that sing about something like our situation, I can't help thinking about my decision. Your face just appear like that. Even though it's easy to be brushed off but it still disturbs my thoughts. And I'll just sink into a day-dreaming mood. All that I hear is what the lyrics are singing. It sounds like what you are feeling..

Spinning: The Script - Breakeven

2010-09-20T16:22:00.002+08:00

GET OUTTA MY WAY, GOT NO MORE TO SAY, HE'S TAKIN' YOUR PLACE

What's wrong with this world?!

After one, came another.

Why can't they give it a rest. Give me a rest?

HE obviously didn't read my FB Tag: 100 Things About ME

And again, everyone will think of me as an evil girl. A heart-breaker.

But there's nothing I can do if things don't work out right on my point of view, isn't it?

Spinning: Kylie Minogue - Get Outta My Way

2010-09-17T13:07:00.002+08:00

I NEED A CHANGE, A DIFFERENT SCENE

I don't need you to remind me about the past.

I still hate your voice, hate your presence.

I wish that I had never knew you. Never met you.

So please don't come into my life anymore.

I so don't need you to remind me about things that I regretted doing.

Spinning: Orianthi - Suffocated

2010-09-12T15:02:00.002+08:00

AND LET'S JUST TRY TO SLOW IT DOWN, WE CRASH WHEN WE RACE

I wonder how I managed to stay single for so long since birth 'til the first time I got involve in a relationship.. Even though it had only been about 3 months since I'm single, I'm still not that used to it. I guess it's 'cause seeing friends around me that have their own specific half made me felt kinda lonely.

But of course, as I'm single, I got to spend more time with my friends :) But at the same time, when I'm not with them, I'll be bored with my routine life, there's not much excitement in it.

Now, where can I find mine? It's so difficult to find 'The One' that fit almost everything on my list. Is my standard too high or plainly, the quality of males had went down? It's shouldn't be hard to find, isn't it? But when I'm being fussy with my male choices, they are considering us female choices with their very own ruler too.

It seem as though guys will always go swooning over girls that are either attracting, smokin' hot body figure, bubbly or of course, gentle. While girls, will select guys according to their feeling. At the same time the guy have to fit in at least a few of the girl's 'Potential Boyfriend Description' :p

When Prince Charming meet the Princess, their life will be like a fairytale, happily ever after. So I'm still holding on it, waiting for my own version of fairytale to happen.

Spinning: Colbie Caillat - Begin Again

2010-09-07T15:51:00.002+08:00

POPPIN' BOTTLES IN THE ICE, LIKE A BLIZZARD

Just have the sudden urge to blog.

Was in Sunway Pyramid. Passed by alot of things that brought back memories. Nice, not so nice and bad memories.

So many things just rush into my mind. There's some about YOU, YOU, YOU and a whole lots of YOU.

Even though I'm not that aged, but I did feel old when those memories come back. I hope the time will stop.

Spinning: Far East Movement - Like A G6

2010-08-22T13:22:00.003+08:00

WE USED TO BE TOGETHER, EVERYDAY FOREVER, ALWAYS.

Feeling the need to blog. I know it's trials period. And I still have 2 more long days to suffer!!

Wouldn't talk about my past 6 papers here. Just wanna get something off my chest. God.

HE's back. And I don't know how to ask HIM to back off. Shite. I don't even know if I'm being too sensitive or what. And I can't not reply HIS messages. 'Cause HE called me once, talked awhile. And HE had been sending encouraging texts to me for trials. But it all ended with 'miss you/ love/ <3' WTF. How do I tell HIM off without hurting HIM?! HE even asked me out today. I just turned HIM down, giving trials as an excuse. But it wouldn't last long right?

HELP!

Spinning: No Doubt - Don't Speak

2010-08-12T18:01:00.004+08:00

ONE LESS MAN TO PICK UP AFTER, I SHOULD BE HAPPY, BUT I DO IS CRY

Pfft. The weather is so hot. Imagine me, having short hair, still sweating. Yup, that's how hot I felt this whole day.

I totally tumbled in class for the 3 periods before recess. Even during recess, I was still feeling sleepy while eating! :p Some concern friends even came over and asked why am I feeling so sad. LOL.

ES, I finally eat the Strawberry Creme Oreo~ Yum yum! Hope you will bring back more for me to enjoy ;p

BTW, I think I need a new set of tee's. I keep wearing black tee's. But god knows when will I be able to find a tee that catches my eyes.

Here's some pictures I took on account of the Strawberry Creme Oreo :)

Black VS Pink!

YUM YUM~!!

Spinning: Glee - One Less Bell To Answer

2010-08-11T17:41:00.002+08:00

YOU'RE MY CANDY, A LOLLIPOP CANDY

Feeling so tired. I know I should control myself to stay off the net since... Trials is so close. I can smell it coming~ :p

So, went for a short lunch break with HIM, had ice cream at BR. Yum! But HE kept saying the flavour 'Cotton Candy' is a replica of a type of flavour of 'Paddlepop'. Kept saying I got con =.= But I really love that flavour. I love sweet stuffs!! <3>

Then we went and had lunch. Char Kuey Teow for me. I know. It's bad for my face. But I'm so tempted to have it. So screw it.

I have no idea what gotten me into this feeling. But I miss being in a relationship. A really good one. Someone I can turn to when I have no idea who I should talk to, that can help me to keep it a secret. It's just hard to find friends like that. And, definitely not judge me for it. Worse off. It's so hard to find guys that match the requirements I set. But of course, guys too have their own requirements. That's why it's so hard to find a qualified and acceptable one.

Why am I talking about this when I should concentrate in my studies? :| ES, guess you gotta be back soon and prep talk me about it.

Spinning: Tae Yang - You're My

ps: Damn. He's freaking HOT! :p

I love colouring. It makes me feel less stressed :)

2010-08-09T19:28:00.002+08:00

I REMEMBER WAITING FOR YOU TO GO

Feeling kinda down. I guess.

No idea why. No idea how.

But I feel like I'm missing someone. Someone that's so important yet I don't know who is that person.

Funny huh? :s

Maybe I need someone to talk to about this feeling. God. But I don't who to turn to. Someone that wouldn't judge me, but just listen.

Spinning: Ataris - The Saddest Song

ps: suddenly so in love with TAEYANG!!

2010-08-02T18:24:00.004+08:00

I LIE AWAKE AGAIN, MY BODY'S FEELING PARALYZED

I wouldn't admit, I did cried. I was weak at the moment. But I'll get over it. I know I will and I can.

Insufficient sleep really drain my energy today. Not to mention, I still haven't get over missing U. It doesn't help when HE left me to settle HIS unfinished works. Thanks. Wasting my time in the library doesn't help neither. Waiting for the juniors to enter while we pass down our duty to them.

And the worse have to come. Was put into a group with 4 ~~wantan~~ gals. But it ain't a problem to me. Until. Well, one of them, namely, Y, write notes in it instead of doing mind maps. We all just accept it. Then, N, had to butt in. She went and say her for writing so much nonsense in it. Y went on and say it's because we haven't write down anything for her, so she thought writing first. Funny huh? Well, since she wrote wrongly, I asked teacher for another piece of paper to write on. When one guy from another group ask N why are we writing all over again. She said 'Cause someone want to redo everything.'

I freaking feel pissed and tired of these stupid dramas.

During recess, Jacq came and gave a bookmark she n Ivy made. The things she wrote inside touched the emo side of me, and tears were welling up at my eyes. Then I cry while I talked to Yien Lu. It was really hard to fight back my tears. And when the guys came up and ask me what's wrong. I can't stand it anymore and I start crying. Cry 'til my teacher came and asked me what's wrong and attempt to bring me to the staff's room to talk about it.

No way I wanna talk about it. 'Cause to others, it's just a small matter.

Guess I was too sensitive? Now that sucks. Real bad.

Spinning: Secondhand Serenade - Something More

ps: this song is really great!

2010-08-01T17:43:00.003+08:00

I know U had been gone.

But I can't help myself from dreaming of U last night.

In that dream, I know I cried. Really really bad. But I can't help it. The last time I saw U, I was 15 years old. Now I'm 19 years old, do U know that? Had been so long, since U enter my dreams, but U appeared in my dream last night, as if U just drop by to visit me. U seem perfectly fine, just like how I remembered U.

I miss U

2010-07-31T13:59:00.002+08:00

YOU GOT DESIGNER SHADES JUST TO HIDE YOUR FACE AND YOU WEAR'EM AROUND LIKE YOU'RE COOLER THAN ME

Heyyyy~ I know, had been ages since I last updated, was really busy.

Had been staying back in school for group study. And so, I spent like close to 12 hours in school. Yup, so hardworking right? :p

Was stressing over my presentation too. I hate doing presentation, 'cause I'll get tongue-tied. Ish. And when I got the slides ready, the teacher say it's going to be postponed =.= Great, more time for me to edit and beautify my slides :p

Attended school today for the librarian's AGM. The performances went great, even the emcee is great :) She kept telling some jokes to drag the time and to entertain us. Great effort :) But the food wasn't great. The pizza they served have some mayonnaise in it. Euw! LOL. But I did enjoy the day with my friends in it :)

Gonna rot throughout this lovely Saturday!

Spinning: Mike Posner - Cooler Than Me

Choose to love and be loved.

2010-07-23T18:53:00.004+08:00

IT'S JUST A LITTLE CRUSH, NOT LIKE I FAINT EVERYTIME WE TOUCH

Freakin' shite. I feel like i'm drowning or something. It's gettin' hard to breathe :|

Blame my sore throat for eating oily and fried food at canteen. But what can I blame on for having runny nose? ISH. I had been making plenty of wantans ever since last night. Can you imagine the number of tissues I had used?

And so, I totally slept in class. Totally hate it when I want the class to be quiet and peaceful but it's not. And! I found out that I could sleep when one of teacher is teaching in front. Tried sleeping at other teacher's period, but fail. Maybe is her nice and soothing voice. Just like a lullaby to me :p So, i totally slept in her class, waking up with a jump out of no reason. So weird to have a jump when I didn't even have dreams sleeping in class o.o

Reach home, showered then I went to sleep til like close to 4pm. But I did had a weird dream.

In that dream, U came to find me. Driving UR new sports car that U modified URSELF. Then U took me for a ride, with us ending up at UR house. Then UR family turned out to be human flies, that demanded an explanation why U brought me to UR house...

Then I was woken up by a message -.-

Well, it's pretty weird that I had a dream about U. Given that, we aint that close at all! :p

Spinning: Jennifer Paige - Crush

2010-07-21T17:49:00.002+08:00

COME TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY, COME MAKE IT GO AWAY

I'm bacckkkkk. ~~But with a cough.~~

This sucks so much. I just have the urge to scratch my throat from the inside. Like literally! 'Cause it's really irritating and it itches me :|

But I can't help myself to not splurge in food that can worsen my cough. What to do~?!

N, I'm totally into this song lately. Miranda Cosgrove's Kissin' U. Recognize the name? Miranda Cosgrove acted in The School Of Rock with Jack Black along with a few other actors and actresses. She also have a TV series in Nickelodeon, iCarly :)

Well, besides this song, there's another song i like too. Paperplane Pursuit's Goodbye. If u never heard of this band name, now here's the chance to hear about them! They are a local band. N this song is really nice. Worth listening! :)

Spinning: Paperplane Pursuit - Goodbye

2010-07-19T18:50:00.002+08:00

Juz have d sudden urge to blog! :p

Was smsing with HIM. den it made me think back how bad I was to break HIS heart. Den I realize that I broke a few guys heart too. N i can't help it but to feel bad.

Guy #1 :

Basically, we broke each other's heart. But I think I broke HIS more when I refuse to trust HIM again. Sorry...

Guy #2:

I know HE is pretty into me. But too bad there's d age difference. So it will never ever happen. Sorry... But thank god we are still friends, closer than just friends :)

Guy #3:

Yup another HIM that has age difference. But thank god we are still good friends :)

Guy #4:

HE is shorter than me. But HIS looks are so cute. Too bad HE let go because HIS friend is interested in me. HE's SO CUTE!! :p

Guy #5:

HE is cute, but it's small boy type of cute. N, sad to say, I treat HIM more like a little brother than more than just friends. But I broke HIS heart. Sorry...

Guy #6:

HE is like d best guy ever. HE have everything wrapped in a convenient size. But I have to give it up when d feeling wasn't there. I'm sure there's more to come for HIM :)

Guy #7:

HE's full of madness. Love and care. But HE will never be my type if HE remain diz fair :p Yet, HE cooks. Way better than me :)

Just because you love someone, doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds. Quoted by Hugh Elliot

2010-07-10T19:08:00.002+08:00

Oh wait!! I forgot to mention dat i went to Sophia's tarot card reading booth. N, here's wat my reading was:

Past: A Fool - I was naive, mischievous.

Present: (Upside down) A Hanged Man - Means I'm not getting the knowledge

that I want or need. hmmm..

Future: A Empress - Means my future is good? :)

Overall: If I'm wanna succeed in my future, I need to gain more knowledge, use my knowledge well and be brave :)

N, no, I didn't ask for relationship, aint that shallow-minded :)

2010-07-10T17:10:00.003+08:00

IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE, YOUR HEART BELONGS TO ME

Carnival Day today!

Was turning at a corner, den Winson call. what a right timing. So went to Jin-Ji's hse to fetch them both :) thank god when we got to school, there's a parking space in front of school! Scored it!!

Went into a haunted house call 'ICU" with Shanthyia for FREE~ cuz we n 2 other guys were asked to test it out for them. N god. I totally regretted it!! I was screaming my lungs out inside. N there was a Ju-On look-alike crawling on the floor. Worse of all, it's a maze thing. So, I hv no choice but to cling tight at the unknown boy whom we went with. Shite I hate entering haunted house.

Played some ball-throwing-piled-up-cans, so freakin' lousy. haha. But I still get sweets tho :) Den Alvin just hv to bully me as always til I had gotten used to it :)

Of cuz, I played in my class' game too :) met a worthy opponent, who is a little boy that had been playing at our stall for 6 games consecutively :) got splashed twice by him, making my ~~inner~~ clothes wet too =.= However, I beat him! YAY~

Oh, played Twister too. With Esther, Ivy, Jin-Ji, Wai Theng n Simranjit. LOL. I feel so sorry for eliminating Ivy by pulling her hand up and snatch her place :| Den end up being d last two standing with Sim. But I gave up, playing Twister freakin' make my right leg muscle ached. Thank god I reach home safely :)

Thank god it's my last year participating in it, wun wanna be the one working anymore :)

Spinning: P.Diddy ft Keyshia Cole - Last Nite

ps: din managed to watch Eclipse with Mirshal n Wai Theng :( ES, accompany me to watch please? :> pretty pretty please~

2010-07-05T15:01:00.004+08:00

SOMEONE CALL THE DOCTOR CAUSE I LOST MY MIND

Why, HELLLLLOOOOO~

I know. had been freakin loooonnnnnnnnngggg since i update my poor ol' bloggie here. Cuz, i had been busy in my life n i thought i forgotten my bloggie's password. Which with miracle, i manage to sign in with 1 try! :)

So what's new in my life?

I aint tied down anymore :) I don't even hv to tie my hair anymore! Yup yup. But i'm leaving my

hair to grow again, i miss having my long hair to flip about :p

Well, diz coming Sat will be SMK Seafield's carnival day. being a student of it, i'll hv to participate. My class will be doing some guess the song name game that includes splashing water at the friends! :) sounds fun huh? haha. As for the food, well, prepare to be amazed with what will happen when Japan meet Malaysia!

Seriously, i feel that life is getting a wee bit too boring. Really need something to spice up my life.

I so can't wait for Eclipse and The Last Song to be screen in the cinema!!!!! ^^

Spinning: Christina Aguilera - Not Myself Tonight

ps: got a strawberry oreo from ES! yum yum!! ^^

2010-01-24T18:29:00.002+08:00

THE WAY YOU TAKE MY HAND IS JUST SO SWEET

Had been a while since i last updated. yes, realli busy.. haha =)

Sch juz had d annual cross country, n f6 r d officers in it. so, there's tons of things to do, but.. of cuz Jin-Ji n Winson did d most over d days, i only help Winson when Jin-Ji left for Thai =) But there's oso d vice secretary job i held in ICT club dat contributes to my busy-ness XP

D cross country went well, well, yea, quite well, except dat. We ended bout 11am, need to wait til 1.10pm only can go home =.= Damn sucky. N there r those dat sneaked out, well done guys! =.=

Did i mentioned dat HE is in Singapore now? =/ Sad. But, i'm still fine, though i miss HIM lots. Promised HIM dat i wun get EMO.. Aint i a good gal? ;)

Went shopping yesterday n i bought 5 pair of socks! serious, 5 pairs! one of it, it's so freakin appealing! It's black with bright greeeeennnnn stripes!!! ^^ So lovin dat socks!! Woohoo~!

Getting hyper again.. gotta control =P

Spinning: Colbie Caillat - You Got Me

2010-01-13T17:05:00.003+08:00

IN YOUR ARMS I CAN STILL FEEL THE WAY YOU WANT ME WHEN YOU HOLD ME

Like HEEELLLLLLLOOOOOOO!!!

Dunno why am i acting so slightly more than usual hyper . Mayb cuz was:

annoyed by those EST & or Chinese class students dat used our class yesterday's noon. They ~~F*ING~~ made a mess in our class, leaving rubbish n bringing in xtra tables n chairs, not putting them back =.=
annoyed AGAIN. in business class when i dun rmb who is having my yesterday's HW; d BOYS not contributing to d group work, n went to read d sports news =.=
annoyed dat i cant find d projector at home!! WHERE DID IT WENT??!!

Aiks. hope i could finish d darn duty rooster tonite. HOPE =.=

No staying back tmr! YAY!! but next week onwards.... =( dun tink i'll EVER hv enuf sleep anymore =/ Wait. i dun even hv enuf sleep now D;

Miss is not word, but a FEELING.

Spinning: Shania Twain - Forever And For Always

2010-01-12T19:31:00.002+08:00

AND THE MOMENT THAT YOU WANDER FROM ME, I WANNA FEEL YOU IN MY ARMS AGAIN

How not to miss YOU when YOU are always on my mind?

Spent 1 1/2 day without HIM. End up with a sleepless nite =.= So, wake up feeling FREAKING TIRED.

Since i'm in charge with d library sketch script, so had been squeezing n pouring out d creative juice, n juz produced the 3rd draft, hope there's more to come XD

2day had d first R&D meeting with all d form 6 teachers n students, only to find out dat we hv to each produce an INDIVIDUAL research =S ~~Darn.~~

Spinning: Bee Gees - How Deep Is Your Love

2010-01-06T15:04:00.002+08:00

LOVE ME LOVE ME, SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME

Day 3 of sch, n i woke up feeling ~~very tired~~ n ~~sleepy~~ =/

Went to sch oso like sleepy looks =P

Sitting at d back of class is not my thing, cant realli see d board n, yup.. ~~Pasar malam~~ dudes at d back is so freakin noisy when they chat =.= God damn it.

Loving every moment! ^^

Spinning: The Cardigans - Lovefool

2010-01-05T15:28:00.002+08:00

FROM THIS MOMENT YOU ARE THE ONE

2nd day of sch, n it almost take my life away.. okay, being way TOO sarcastic XD

So din wanna wake up diz morning.. if HE din wake me up, i'm pretty sure dat i'll sleep thru d morning til either mama or dada call me up, n i'll be freakin late =P

I dunno wat i'll do without HIM =/

Spinning: Shania Twain - From This Moment On
ps: planning up stg 4 a surprise ;p
pps: gotta nap soon or else i'll be so dead =X

2010-01-04T15:32:00.002+08:00

'CAUSE FRIDAY I'LL BE OVER YOU

First day of sch n there's HW(s) n assignments given. Wow. =/

N to top it off, next week onwards, we hv to stay back til 2.30pm, i bet there will b a day dat i hv to stayback longer for librarian duties.. Juz awesome.. Yay. -.-

I cant imagine it when dat time comes.. Further explanation? no nid =)

Spinning: Allison Iraheta - Friday I'll Be Over You
ps: great song to listen to, if u hv a break up, not dat i hv ;)
pps: juz simply LOVING it ^^

2010-01-03T14:23:00.006+08:00

HE ATE MY HEART AND HE ATE MY BRAIN

Felt like i had fallen ~~deeper~~ into a hole dat will take time for me to climb up from.

Juz one more day, n it's back to busy life again.

Could i fall asleep tonight? knowing that it is going to be a rather tough year for me.

I dare not tink much but to hope dat everything will turn out fine =)

Spinning: Lady Gaga - Monster

2010-01-02T23:03:00.003+08:00

IT'S NOW OR NEVER

Had an awesome New Year Eve with HIM ;)

Went to 1U for movie, watched Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant

Great movie with those freaks, yup, realli freaky! but so not liking d ending tho =/

But, oh well, watched with HIM, of cuz i enjoyed it =) N, we bumped into Max like so many times.. Like as if he was STALKING US!!! =X

Den, we walked to The Curve.. My god, d heels were like killing my legs =.= eventhough i dun realli feel pain, but HE insisted on me getting something else to wear.. So, got a pair of white flip flops, felt much better afta changing =P

As we waited for HIS bros to arrive, we walked around, rest on d couch, in front of Anakku. HAHAHA XD

Oh, n we bumped into Chia, Min Min, Evelyn, Siok Ai, Ee Lain, Louis, Nigel they all.. So UNEXPECTED!! their original plan was to hv dinner at Lookout Point, but it seems like there's a change of plan. It had been so FREAKING LONG since we last see each other!! Including Chia when we r like, next door neighbours! =P

Okay, i'm so gonna fast forward til when we FINALLY get to eat, believe me, i was like starving =.= Had Kenny Rodgers, halfway thru eating, an accident happened in TGIF, since was opposite of KR.. Typical Malaysians, walk passed, stopped, looked n gossiped bout d happening.. What happened? It appears dat some glass dropped from d restaurant above, n nearly hit one of d TGIF customer. Ouch!

Since it's 31st, we agreed on getting Baskin Robin n share it.. D line was long, not only was it crowded in BR, it's oso HOT!! real hot, sweating over there =.= Finally got to pay, but we ended up wating somemore for our Cotton-Candy-&-Chocolate-Chips pint of ice cream, i dunno why. but guess they gave it to someone else? WTH?! i was like so freakin pissed! Those dat were behind of us had adi paid n got their ice cream, but us NO.

Overall: Spent an awesome day with my dearest HIM ^^

<<<>>>

Saw diz in an e-mail i receive, n, yea, it is so well-spoken.

无人能够令你悲伤，无人能够令你快乐，除了你自己。

Happy New Year y'all! ^^

Spinning: Elvis Presley - It's Now Or Never
ps: dl-ed like, quite alot of Lady Gaga's songs =X

2009-12-24T22:54:00.007+08:00

IT'S ALWAYS BETTER WHEN WE'RE TOGETHER

I love this, CUTE!

A friend is like a good bra.. hard to find, supportive, comfortable, always lift u up, never let u down or leaves u hanging and IS ALWAYS CLOSE TO UR HEART ;)

Like hello, it's christmas eve nite, wat r all of u doing? me? stuck at home =.= like, realli sucky.

Anyways, went n dl some Alvin and The Chipmunks: The Squeakquel

Damn, it sounded good =) especially d songs sang by The Chipettes ;)

N, i tink i hv major prob? it seems like i cant take pic, ALONE =.= it juz dun look nice, or acceptable =.= No, KS, i'm not SS-ing.. Uncle Richard needed my pic, i wanted to juz like, crop it off from any pics i got, but it seem so weird.. So.. end up, taking diz pic with Jol, n had to cropped off her face XD haha..

Spinning: Jack Johnson - Better Together

2009-12-21T11:18:00.005+08:00

SO HAPPY I COULD DIE

Friday

Went to Lookout Point with HIM, Kar Heng n his erm.. gal partner =) But b4 dat, i worked as a labour in someone's hse -.- help HIM unpack stuffs n get whacked at d butt by Lil J =.= Lil J had got realli.. haha.. ssshh.. *whisper* hamsap XP

So like i mentioned earlier, went to Lookout Point, realli breathe taking place.. realli breathe taking, i mean, we gotta walk up 2 d restaurants cuz of certain reason(s). Anyway, HE brought out a small cute box, in it is a necklace.. So sweet of HIM! ^^ So wanna jump n hug HIM! but.. being aware dat we r in public place.. gotta tahan a bit lu.. hehe ;p

I so enjoyed d nite =P

Saturday

Went to Montz to prac. Hitting like a dungu even afta god knows how many 100++ balls. Din know i'm so hardworking one XP yea rite. hardworking. D truth was, i so duwanna give up n wanna get back d correct feel back. But afta so many balls, it seems to fail, n, not to mention, pain nyer my rite hand. Note: most rite-handed golfers only wear one side glove, which is d left hand glove, but ME, i wear BOTH sides. N i could still make my rite hand pain, imagine ME not wearing it. O.O d ultimate painness!!

Afta prac, went for Bak Kut Teh with Uncle Jeff, Uncle Ron, HS n HIM, n of cuz my dad + Jol =) Jol n I was like arguing which tea we shud drink.. Haha.. But of cuz, i win XP cuz there's HIM over there to help me ^^

As evening arrive, we all got ready to go to Euphoria/ MOS. Why? Cuz d finals for Battleground'09 will be held there =) N dad scored VVIP tickets for us~ Woohoo~! ^^ Dat place was realli packed. Lotsa bodies sticking to each other, euw. Thank god we get to watch it in a special room, dat is meant for VVIPs only~ hehe~ =P So, d show was awesome. Took a few pics too =)

Sunday

Played my last golf compe as a junior in KGNS. N, d joke to me was i got placing. Why? Cuz there's only 2 of us in our group =.= Yup. Dat's lame. Plus, i dun realli tink dat i deserved it? I wasn't playing well. At all =.=

Oh well, as we were waiting for d prize giving ceremony, d gals table were going a wee bit wild! haha XD Dian was like singing all those christmas song when 'Santa' came n give out candies.. Haha.. N, our trip to d toilet ended up to a trip to d playground~! could u imagine, all range between age of 13 til 18 (me) r playing n fooling around on d playground? haha =P So duwanna grow up!

Spinning: Lady Gaga - So Happy I Could Die

ps: loving HIM ;)

pps: got a new backpack dat so not worth it's value, but it's FREE~ XD

2009-12-17T22:13:00.003+08:00

Guys, i'm back.. haha.. Anyway, here's a nice song dat i'm like hooked up to lately XD It's entitled Telephone by Lady Gaga ft Beyonce.

[Lady Gaga]

Hello, hello, baby

You called, I can’t hear a thing

I have got no service

in the club, you see, see

Wha-Wha-What did you say?

Oh, you’re breaking up on me

Sorry, I cannot hear you,I’m kinda busy.

K-kinda busy

Sorry, I cannot hear you, I’m kinda busy.

Just a second,

It’s my favorite song they’re gonna play

And I cannot text you with

A drink in my hand, eh

You shoulda made some plans with me,

You knew that I was free

And now you won’t stop calling me;

I’m kinda busy

Stop callin’, stop callin’,

I don’t wanna think anymore!

I left my hand and my heart on the dance floor.

Stop callin’, stop callin’,I don’t wanna talk anymore!

I left my hand and my heart on the dance floor.

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Stop telephonin’ me!

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

I’m busy!

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Stop telephonin’ me!

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want,

But there’s no one home,

And you’re not gonna reach my telephone!

Out in the club,

And I’m sippin’ that bub,

And you’re not gonna reach my telephone!

Call when you want,

But there’s no one home,

And you’re not gonna reach my telephone!

Out in the club,

And I’m sippin’ that bub,

And you’re not gonna reach my telephone!

[Beyonce]

Boy, the way you blowin’ up my phone

Won’t make me leave no faster.

Put my coat on faster,

Leave my girls no faster.

I shoulda left my phone at home,

’cause this is a disaster!

Callin’ like a collector -

Sorry, I cannot answer!

Not that I don’t like you,

I’m just at a party.

And I am sick and tired

Of my phone r-ringing.

Sometimes I feel like

I live in Grand Central Station.

Tonight I’m not takin’ no calls,

’Cause I’ll be dancin’.

‘Cause I’ll be dancin’

Tonight I’m not takin’ no calls, ’cause I’ll be dancin’!

Stop callin’, stop callin’,

I don’t wanna think anymore!

I left my hand and my heart on the dance floor.

Stop callin’, stop callin’,

I don’t wanna talk anymore!

I left my hand and my heart on the dance floor.

Stop callin’, stop callin’,

I don’t wanna think anymore!

I left my hand and my heart on the dance floor.

Stop callin’, stop callin’,

I don’t wanna talk anymore!

I left my hand and my heart on the dance floor.

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Stop telephonin’ me

!Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

I’m busy!

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Stop telephonin’ me!

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want,

But there’s no one home,

You’re not gonna reach my telephone!

‘Cause I’m out in the club,

And I’m sippin’ that bub,

And you’re not gonna reach my telephone!

Call when you want,

But there’s no one home,

And you’re not gonna reach my telephone!

‘Cause I’m out in the club,

And I’m sippin’ that bub,

And you’re not gonna reach my telephone!

My telephone!

M-m-my telephone!

‘Cause I’m out in the club,

And I’m sippin’ that bub,

And you’re not gonna reach my telephone!

My telephone!

M-m-my telephone!

‘Cause I’m out in the club,

And I’m sippin’ that bub,

And you’re not gonna reach my telephone!

We’re sorry the number you have reached is not in service at this time.

Please check the number, or try your call again

2009-11-11T16:43:00.002+08:00

Bloody internet line hv prob =.= since b4 exam, so, had not been updating since d last post.

Sorry~

Wun be updatin either, til further notice =p

ps: f*ing 2 weeks din on9 adi =.=

2009-10-27T16:38:00.003+08:00

SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO DIE

Freakin' tired =/

Performance diz Fri nite.. Big nite i guess? So there's like, dance prac afta sch til d BIG nite is over..

N to top it off, teacs gave lotsa HWs, lotsa to study, lotsa to prepare for exam next Wed..

Feel like going on a meltdown soon -.- *fingers cross* hope Sun will work on, n on plan =)

Not going to update bout last few days dat i din blog XP But.. last Sun nite, d BIG game between Liverpool n ManU, i watched!! hahaha XD in Forum19 again! =P So, d dudes all busy lookin' at d screen, i busy fighting my ass off in d PSP fighting game XP Til i finish d darn game, den only i look up to catch d 2nd half of d game.. Woohoo~ Liverpool won ;D

Cant believe dat it's Tues adi =/ Went off from sch to attend d golf clinic given by Gary Player.. Dat amazing dude is 74 diz year, n will be celebrating his awesome 74 years of life next Sun =P I so din stalk him okay? i juz happen to rmb XP Well, he hv 6 kids, been together with his wife for 60 years, hv 21 grandchildrens, his stomach is so so freakin STRONG!! he slapped his stomach a few times to show us how strong it is.. Believe me, it's so amazing! Okay okay, enuf with his background XP Well, he shown his swing, hitting high ball, extreme high, low ball, curvy ball with his 5th iron i tink o.o So amazing!! ^^

Sadly, Jol n I gotta leave as soon everything was over, cuz she gotta rush back to sch, so din managed to get his autograph =/

D dance moves changed again.. Well i hope dat it wun change again.. Cuz, when i was suppose to try d move with my partner, believe me when i say i was like, shaking.. Could had faint any moment XP D gals were like, suppose to hop on d side of d guys, den bend down from there, get back up.. Oh god, d first few times was like so not right, but afta a few more practicing, my partner n I had got it rite~ ^^

Lookin forward to SUNDAY!! woohoo~ ^^

Spinning: Dead By Sunrise - Crawl Back In
ps: did i mention dat Budd was d runner-up in d Faldo Series? ^^
pps: guess i wun be comin' to update for d next days =/
pps: falalalala~ lalalala~ ^^

2009-10-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

AND THAT YOU ALWAYS LET IT BE ME

Budd is in Seberang Perai =/ So bored dun hv him to kacau me when i'm on9 =P

Well, 2day is so not my day? =( i woke up feeling so tired =/ N, i get wanna sleep in class ;P

Having dilema~ aiks.. dunno wat to do =/

Had my 2nd time of KFC diz week =P But i miss pizza n McD =(

Thu Yuen sent me an e-mail dat i had read b4.. i had post it b4.. but i juz wanna post it again XP

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起” 。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。

那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……

许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。

快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。

离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。

对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。

女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好…

Plannin on my unexpected outing with budd, Jol n her frens~ hahaha XD Ice skating n MOVIE~!!! ^^ Jennifer's Body is wat i'll be going to watch~ hehehe.. Woohoo~ Megan Fox!! ;D

Spinning: Elvis Presley - Let It Be Me

2009-10-21T17:48:00.004+08:00

I'M GONNA PUT YOU FIRST

So din feel like attendin sch today =/ Argh.. i nid more hols!! ;p

Ooh, n guess wat, d teac ask me to pass her a letter due to my 3 days skippin sch =.= WTH. PMR week who will wanna attend sch o =.=

I was attacked by mozzies as soon as i reach sch =.= Wat is diz man?! ISH.

N, i was zha by Kent cuz i couldn't join him for yum char on Sun nite =.= WTH. ISH.

Skipped Social Work today, forgotten bout it, n i had told mama to fetch me at 1.10pm, so, who cares =.=

Damn. I dunno why.. but i can feel dat i'm in a ~~not-so-~~good mood today =.=

Budd, ice cream? =(

Spinning: Justin Bieber - One Less Lonely Girl
ps: sorry to all, but i ~~dun~~ tink dat Justin B is cute =.=
pps: feels like going back to kindergarden times? =/
pps: i watched news last nite, YUP. Dunno wat is d F*ing government tinking when they use $$ like god knows what =.= F-ed up ppl!

2009-10-20T12:26:00.003+08:00

TATTOO YOUR NAME ACROSS MY HEART

Went for prac last nite.. Halfway, Lil J came with her parents.. N, we ended up playin with Lil J~ Yup, AGAIN! hahaha XD

Budd is like, nowhere to be seen =/ Guess he went for prac adi? Aiks.. going to be long n boring day 2day =/

BUDD!! WHERE R U?! hahahah XD

Spinning: Beyonce - Sweet Dreams

ps: hv a sudden craving for cheezy wedges~ O.O

2009-10-19T14:15:00.006+08:00

LET ME SHAKE UP YOUR WORLD

Hey all =)

Yesterday went by extremely slow =/

Went to visit my sick grand aunt, at my aunt's hse in Ampang.. Reach her hse at around 1.30pm, was so bored in d car den i had nearly finished d PSP's batt =.= Damn. My grand aunt look realli aged, i tink she is bout 80+ adi?

Afta hearing wat d adults said, den only i found out den she is healthy, but psychologyly felt dat she is a burden, plus her legs couldn't walk much, she uses a wheelchair to move about =(

As we sat there, uncle started talking to me n my bro bout furthering our studies n some other life experiences.. But at d same time, i was like, smsing with Budd? So i like nid to listen listen listen b4 looking down at my phone to reply Budd.. Oops XP

Well, afta like, a few hours? yup, we stayed there like a few hours, other uncles n aunts came by to visit grand aunt.. Meaning we got to wait longer b4 d adults decide to make a go =.= Since we, i mean ME, was bored, i started playing with my phone, taking random pics here n there =.= HAHAHA XD

Hv a look? hehe..

lookin' good in bright orange~ ^^

Jol's bright orange n hot pink toenails~ hahaha XD

my yellow lions purse~ ^^

Bro in red Carlsberg Liverpool jersey~

random reddish printing in d room XP

DAMN. I LOVE IT! ^^

haha.. Yellow on my white shirt~

Spinning: Cobra Starship ft Leighton Meester - Good Girls Go Bad

ps: lookin forward to it~! ^^
pps: tummy not feelin well.. feelin like pukin? =.=

2009-10-16T19:33:00.002+08:00

NOW, I DON'T NEED YOU NO MORE

Woke up at 6am eventhough it's a holiday.. Cuz, i hv date with golf~ X) So went to fetch Jennis, had a bit trouble finding her hse.. Seriously, confusing~ @.@ but luckily, wasn't d latest to arrive at KGSS! HAHAHA XD

Well, it appeared dat there were some prob with registering our flights? so we had to wait til god knows wat time =.= When we tee off, it's bout 8.30am, yes? Oh, we as in d 2nd flight dat make up of Budd, Jennis, Jol n me ;) D flight b4 us was Didi, Hao Sern, Leonard n Bryan..

In d 6th hole, there was a ball stuck at d tree branch between d tree trunk.. HAHAHAH XD N so, we were like, trying to get d ball down.. But like =.= so impossible.. Damn.

Din play well, like ISH. ~~Nearly wanna cry at d 6th hole green.~~ OMG. haiz.. Diz is so sucky =.=

We finished bout 1.30pm, so reach back to Jennis house.. Den, we went to fetch bro, was sleeping in d car on d way, my neck was so freakin aching at d way. N we had late lunch =.= Rounded Taipan a few times, so hard to find parking =.= But, luckily, haha.. there's still chicken rice at my area there~ Woohoo~ ^^

Went home den straight shower, sit for a while, time for piano class. Was feelin so tired =/ When i play d piano, my right fingers felt so stiff =.= Held d pencil too long n tight adi. Aiks..

Tryin to look for dat song i heard in d radio. but i hv no idea who sang dat song but a female voice =/ Help anyone?

Spinning: Pixie Lott - Cry Me Out
ps: feelin a bit....? hmmm..
pps: Thu Yuen n Ivy ask me whether wanna join some beneficial thing, join or no join?

2009-10-15T15:39:00.003+08:00

LET ME TAKE YOUR HAND AS WE WALK IN THE DIMMING LIGHT

Damn. i feel so.. MOODLESS =.=

Aiks.. Din attend dance class today =/ Cuz.. i heard 2 storys.. Hmmm..

1) from d gals, my partner thought i'm not stayin back so he went home adi
2) from Jordan, my partner said dat he had told me dat he is not stayin back, n adi inform me bout it =.=

So, tumpang Kent's car to go home.. So paiseh nid to tumpang his car.. So, sat with him in d canteen, while waiting for Jiun Yann.. Den, Jordan came n pull my hairband again =/ made me scream so loud, everyone in d canteen stop wat they r doing n look at me like i kena rape =.= ISH. make til Kent quickly run away only.. HAHAH XD

So, Kent dropped me at mom's working place, CEC Kindergarden.. Den, mixed around with d small kids.. Juz like how we mixed around with Lil J.. HAHAHA XD D kids there were so nice.. But d boys.. OMG. hahaha XD one of them is famous for his 'eat tauhu', he sat on my lap, den suddenly, turned, d lips made d shape of wanna kiss me! O.O! luckily i can react fast man.. If not den let him eat my tauhu adi =.= Den, he say, 'i wanna marry u!!' OH MY.. HAHAHA XD so cute la those small kids~ hehe

Well, tmr is a day for golf.. hmmm.. n there's piano class in d evening.. HAHAHA XD

Spinning: Death Cab For Cutie - Meet Me On The Equinox
ps: feeling d tension of exam~ =.=

2009-10-14T16:56:00.002+08:00

YOU'RE THE ONLY THING I KNOW LIKE THE BACK OF MY HAND

Hello dear ol' bloggy~

I forgotten wat i wanted to say =.= ISH.

Well, today morning was so freakin tired, so freakin sleepy =.= I so duwanna wake up, when i finally wake up n shower den only i found out dat it was rainin'.. No wonder la~

No electricity again for d periods b4 recess.. damn sucky sch! =.=

Since it's exam month, so library is close~ Dat means no library duties~ woohoo~ ^^

Ooh, during recess, was sitting with Kent they all.. Den i played with d can of Soya Bean dat i thought was empty, did d gestures of pouring d soya can into Kent's place of rice.. I thought i was EMPTY! mana tau, when i pour it, got soya bean came out~ Den it mixed with his rice!! Well, he said dat d veg tasted salty~ HAHAHA XD now make it sweeter~ hehehe..

Exam is coming soon.. but i haven start studying yet? WTH?! =.=

During Business Studies class today, teac was explainin bout d type of personalities, which made up of 2 type? Type A n Type B. Jin-Ji n Winson keep saying dat i'm Type A, d type easy to stress up, do things fast, n eat fast.. But, i eat pretty slow =.= Whereas d dudes r Type B, d relax type.. HAHAHA XD

Waitin for my dear ol' budd~ tink budd is napping? hahaha XD

Spinning: Taylor Swift - Breathe

2009-10-12T16:11:00.003+08:00

WE WILL BE VICTORIOUS

Went to sch today =/

Cuz of Jin-Ji n under budd's persuasion..

Brought Oct's issue of Golf Digest to sch to kill time.. So, i practically read almost d whole mag within d first period. =.= General Studies teac came in to teach only for 1 period.. Den, afta dat, we were free to roam around, as long we din make too much noise dat will disturb d PMR candidates..

Rahma brought her laptop to sch.. N Jin-Ji n Winson was playing it.. Playing a game called d Hamsterball? o.o Since i cant realli sleep in sch, imagine d hard desk n hard chairs =/ So i joined them.. My god, i'm so bad in it! HAHHA XD so hard to control.

Oh, yesterday i watched Coraline XP Yes yes, d button horror animation flick!

An amazing movie, so worth watching! ^^

Spinning: Muse - Uprising

2009-10-11T18:44:00.003+08:00

YOU KNOW THAT I CAN USE SOMEBODY

Why hello! LOL..

Yes, i had abandoned my blog again.. for dunno how many days XP

Went to d 3rd Circuit of Klang Valley Juniors today.. i wun say dat i played WELL. but we all know i could had played better, yes? LOL

Like i was saying, d compe was held in Royal Selangor Golf Club (RSGC), situated in KL. Heart of d city, yes? So, means we gotta leave home early, since d first tee-off time is 7.30am, no? So i woke up at 5.30am.. OMG.. i was like so freakin tired + sleepy, so i slept all d way to RSGC XD I apologize here if i din put on a smiley face when i juz reached there XP So.. SORRY! N, dat's why i had my hand towel covering my mouth XP Mom even thought dat i was having ye' bad breathe moment. -.- LOL! It was realli costly.. But.. given dat d rates of paying to play there is freakin' EXPANSIVE, i guess, it was okay ;) A fair price, yes?

In d course, almost every holes, KLCC n or d Twin Tower is in sight, not bad, yes? Jennis even flashed out her phone to grab d scene twice.. LOL XD

One more thing, since we were compulsory to use caddies, we of cuz r expected to tip them, yes? But.. amazingly, my flight din tip any of them XP Hehe.. Jennis' caddy was asking her for d tips, den Jennis threw out a reason dat her purse is in d locker, den we quickly gathered to check our scorecards.. Den quickly get our bags, walked away.. Phew.. LOL XD Craziness, afta dat d guys told Jennis dat her caddy was looking for her to get d tips, DUH! N n, Jennis told me stg dat i cant simply react to? ISH. not going public here, but i'll consider telling u privately tho XP

Wanna know stg? My phone kepy vibrating =.= Since 9.30am -.- Juz like.. bout not long afta i start playing.. Since usage of phone is prohibited, i juz ignored d vibration dat happen every 2 mins.. LOL. Afta d game, checked my phone, only to know, there was 3 new msgs? 2 from Yien Lu n 1 from Winson =.= LOL.

Oh, my guai didi split d red drink on/ at me =.= But it kena d table more.. Eventhough my phone kena a bit, it wasn't spoilt.. Thank god or not? =/ I'm so hopin to get my phone changed.. which brand, which model, haven tink yet XP hehe.. Open to any suggestions ;) Like i was saying bout Max spilling drink, it kena my legs n my skort (skirt pants! XD) It happened so freakin fast den i can tink of is to tilt backwards.. Den only i stand up.. OMG. My tired legs felt sticky.. EUW!! Thank god i get to showered afta dat when dad brought my clothes n slippers for me XP
According to budd, our table was d noisiest XP But i love d noise! ^^ Woohoo~ it's nice to cheer for ppl ;D

Tink i got sunburnt? like.. at d cheeks.. since i was wearing cap, thanks to mom..LOL. Afta wearing a cap n sweating in it, i wun take it off.. can u imagine d messiness? =.= Now i'm envy of those guys. Wait. i always do envy them! LOL XD

Anyways, here's some pics..

D winners of d day! Woohoo~! ^^

My red telephone wire hairband? LOL.

Take #1

Take #2

Take #3

Spinning: Kings Of Leon - Use Somebody

ps: tired legs!! =/ massage anyone? ;D

pps: freakin happy for: Budd, Didi, Jol n Celine ^^ great job guys!

2009-10-08T17:20:00.002+08:00

MAYBE TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE

No idea why.. but juz wanna hv d feeling of belonging? I dunno wat am i talking bout.. I tink i'm outta my mind =/ Juz like diz song, mayb 2 is better than 1?

Went to sch today.. d class only hv 11 students presented.. amazing huh? well, yesterday only hv 9 students present in class.. Now dat is oso amazing~ LOL. N yes, i'll be skipping sch again tmr.. Why wanna waste time in sch doing nothing? N, since d PMR is going on, we hv to use d science lab as d classroom. Which is not comfy at all. Imagine sitting on d chair til d leg pain.. Yea.. Dat bad. Jin-Ji even sat til backache! HAHAHA XD

D reason i attend sch today is cause of d economics topical test n d dance class in d noon.. Dun feel good at all afta d tropical test.. dun ask. =)

Well, dance class today, we cont with Salsa dat we learnt halfway last lesson.. N prac our steps on Rock 'N Roll.. Aiks.. Sweating like crazy.. So freakin hot! =/ N, to top it off, i got bitten by d mozzies thrice! no, make it four! I got d last one n hit it in time XP

Finished Jol's storybook in like an hour? Yea.. D tweens n teens storybook, The Diary Of A Wimpy Kid. Dun realli like d book.. but i juz read it for fun.. Haha.. yup, for fun~ XP

Plannin on wat to do tmr.. So wanna prac golf tmr =/ But hv no idea how to plan d time n all.. Seeing dat i hv piano class in d evening, n i cant postpone it to next tues, as there will be practice for dance on dat day =/

Speaking of dance class.. My dance partner asked whether i wanna go to a free buffet in USJ 1.. erm, some politician doing some campaign.. LOL.. Too bad i'll be taken on dat day XP Plus, my classmate oso invite me to his Open Hse diz sun.. Cant attend oso =/ ISH.

Was chattin with Jin-Ji n Winson in class.. Chattin bout getting drunk, drinking n some erm, pregnancies dat happened in their sch.. Those r gals =.= Dumb gals, got pregnant when they were like wat, 15-16 years old?

Ooohh, i dreamt bout some hot guy diz morning, n it pulled me back to sleep when d alarm rang XP Amazingly, i was kinda late.. But din kena anything.. N, i got a free apple from Mr. Kang.. Well, it's cuz d sch was giving out apples to all d PMR candidates, n there will like leftovers.. So, Mr. Kang allowed us to get one or some XP Yum yum, ate in d science lab, in front of d relief teac.. LOL But wasn't directly in her face though.. Dat will be bad huh? ;)

N, during recess, CF were having d Recess Revolution.. N so, we got free fries n free drinks~ ^^ It was realli nice.. Until, d dudes juz hv to mix my leftover iced lemon tea, Jun Yang's leftover milo n Jacq's leftover orange drink together =.= Felt like puking afta drinkin d last sip of Jacq's orange >.< Note to self, never mix milo, iced lemon tea n orange to drink together =.=

Feelin' hungry now =/ Had been like having light lunch lately.. N, sorta light dinner too.. LOL.. But, when it comes to fast food, i juz simply resist! XD

Spinning: Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One
ps: I know u will be there, wun u? =)
pps: Dumb dumb Jordon kept bullying me =( kept pulling my hair in dance class =.=
ppps: it appears dat budd is nowhere to be seen =/

2009-10-07T18:11:00.002+08:00

Men Are Hard To Please 男人很难取悦!!

The problems with GUYS:
男人的问题是：

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
如果妳对他好，他说妳爱上他了．

If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
对他不好，他说妳骄傲．

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
如果妳穿得很漂亮，他说你企图诱惑他．

If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
如果不，他说妳是乡下来的

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
如果妳跟他理论，他说妳固执

If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
如果妳沉默，他说妳没大脑！

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
如果妳比他聪明，他说那是小聪明

If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
如果他比你聪明，他就是有智慧
！
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
如果妳不爱他，他想拥有妳

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.
如果妳爱他，他试着离开妳．

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
如果妳不跟他做爱，他说妳不爱他

If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
如果跟他做，他说你是贱货！

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
如果妳告诉他妳的问题，他说妳麻烦

If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
如果不，他说妳不信任他

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
如果妳骂他，妳好象他奶妈

If he SCOLDS u, it is because he "CARES" for u.
如果他骂妳，是表示他“关心”妳

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
如果妳没有守承诺，妳就是不可信的人

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
如果他不守承诺，他是迫不得已的

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
如果妳吸烟，妳是坏女孩

If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
如果他吸烟，他是绅士

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
如果妳考试成绩好，他说是运气

If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
如果他考得好，他说是实力！

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
如果妳伤害了他，表示妳很残忍

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
如果他伤害了妳，表示妳太敏感而且太难取悦！

SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!

2009-10-07T17:13:00.002+08:00

IT'S YOUR BODY LANGUAGE

I'm back.. upon request from Buddy, so here i am.. Blogging. HAHA XD

Well, i was pretty EMO on Mon nite.. Why? cuz i disabled d speaker in my laptop, n, i went to accidentally uninstall it. SHITE rite? Cuz dad brought back one USB Speaker for me.. So, i went to try, dunno why it wun work. So i thougth mayb my speaker was disturbin it to function.. N so.. Yea.. Aiks. N dat was b4 headin to range.. In d range, i was working on my darn wood. 7th wood to be precise. But i juz cant get it done? So frus with it. Headed home, tried fixing d speaker, oso tak jadi.. Made me realli EMO dat nite =/

Lucky dat d next day (Tues) when i turn on my laptop, my smart laptop asked me to re-install d speaker thing! N, WOOHOO~! ^^ my laptop can sing me songs adi~ Love my laptop so much! ^^

Actually, i dun realli rmb wat i did on Tues.. Hmmm.. Watched TV.. try to finish d HWs.. Sounded boring huh? well, it is. Luckily there's buddy ;) Oh, MUET teac gave me d responsiblity on d HW. So i nid to tell d class wat to do durin MUET class, n collect their work.. Hmmm.. Annoying.

Diz morning woken up by dad, asking whether i'm going to sch anot.. Which i forgotten to tell him d nite b4 XP oops.. Den, at 8.30am, woken up by a phone call =.= A call from Jin-Ji to go group study.. aiks.. Thought can sleep longer one =/ Anyway, got up n quickly showered b4 i fall back to sleep.. LOL..

Sean came with Jin-Ji n Winson to fetch me.. Den off we go to Coffee Bean.. Of all d places =/ Spent bout 3 hours there? Den went for lunch joined by Jun Yang, Emmy, Kirsten n Nicole.. Went to Strawberry Fields.. Yup, d place where i saw 6 cockroaches within 15 mins over there.. N so, i only drink over there.. Duwanna eat their food.. Scare lor XP While waiting for them to eat, i was playing Sean's PSP, playing d WWE game.. Woohoo~! ^^ DAMN FUN!

Since d dudes wanna go to Summit to play Ferrari, so i juz tag along only.. So, yes, went to d arcade n play.. Played some pushing game with Sean.. At first he was winning me, cuz d first 2 matches nid arm strength, which he hv d upper hand XP den at d last 3 matches, i beat him flat!! ^^ WOOHOO~ Spent bout 30 mins or so in d arcade.. Den walk walk around..

Went into a game shop, Sean wanna get FIFA 10 in his PSP.. So went there.. Chatted with d worker there while waiting.. Dunno how, we ended up talking bout GIGOLO! WTH. 1 month earn 6K lor.. hahaha XD

I so cant wait for Twilight Saga: New Moon!! I dl-ed some of d ost adi.. Sounds nice ;) Cant wait for it!!! ^^

Spinning: Jesse McCartney ft T-Pain - Body Language
ps: Damn love him la~ >.<
pps: ~~becoming more like guy now?~~ =/

2009-10-05T18:47:00.002+08:00

I'M STRONGER NOW

Sorry blog.. abandon u for so long =/

Well, drove mom's Vios last Sat.. from USJ 4 to USJ 6 den to Bkt. Kinrara den Kemuning Utama, den back to Bkt. Kinrara.. But on d way back, felt scare.. So asked Jun Yang to drove back to USJ 4 =) Woah.. First time night driving for so long-distance.. Scarening.. N, i'm suppose to wear glasses when i drive at nite =/

Went to Atika's open hse, makan n chat with my classmates over there.. It seems dat me n Jin-Ji was d only chinese there? hmmm.. Anyway, went to Jacq's place with budd n Jin-Ji in d car.. Scarening =/ Always hate round-about =( At least made it safely there =) Well, played in d playground over there, played candles (i din, scare of d heat), chit-chat there.. Den it's time to head home..

Spent a rather boring day on Sun! not worth blogging bout.. Only thing is, Carrefour in Digital Mall is so freakin small =/ N, d KFC drive-thru is nothing compared with McD drive-thru.. But, i still love eating both of them ;D

Went to sch today, so freakin scarening. D sch only hv we lower Sixths, Form 4-ers n Form 3-ers.. Imagine dat.. hahaha.. So, planning bout skipping sch in diz week.. Anyone fancy a round of golf game?

Spinning: Ashley Tisdale - It's Alright, It's Okay
ps: so wat? it doesn't mean i hv to accept him yes?
pps: rumours, laugh all u like =)

2009-10-02T18:50:00.002+08:00

AND SLOWLY I TOOK YOUR WORDS AND WALK AWAY

Argh! walk around d sch AGAIN! Monday goin' to continue with it. DARN IT.

N, PMR week, we lower sixth are not excused for holidays!! ISH. D teacs wun be there oso =/ Only General Studies n History teacs will be there.. haiz..

Sufferin from a dilema now. 3 invites tmr. Which to go n which to not go?! Alia's Raya open hse? Atika's Raya open hse? or Jacq's mooncake celebration thing? =/ Why all come at d same day?!

Skipped lunch today? cuz had a stuffed recess in sch.. mom prepared noodles for me, n for my frens to share with.. So ended up asking Jeff, Winson n Sean to help me eat finish XP So now, feeling hungry!! VERY VERY HUNGRY! hahaha XD

Neighbour playing an oldies, omg.. D romantic song.. hehe.. Nothing can change my love for you~ ^^

Spinning: Ashley Tisdale - It's Alright It's Okay
ps: HOW??!! =/

2009-10-01T21:02:00.003+08:00

I WANNA LIVE A LIFE FROM A NEW PERSPECTIVE

Slept at 3+ last nite.. amazing huh?

Dat's why i nearly fell asleep in business class today =P ssshh.. Although we hv a number of relief periods, tried to sleep during those periods, but cant help chatting with Winson n Jin-Ji.. N of cuz, it felt so uncomfy sleeping on d table.. I WANT A BED!! or mayb a pillow is good enuf.. hehe ;D

Dance class today, learnt Salsa.. woohoo~ Salsa! but it's like somehow weird.. Guess i nid to prac more with my partner? BTW, I was given a feedback form from d Dance Club.. Winson read some d questions.. One of d question was 'What is most memorable experience you had in the dance classes?' Winson went n suggest dat i shud answer dat when i ~~hump~~ my guy partner =.= WTF. tons of nonsense! haha..

Drove back home from sch.. Feel more confident handling d car~ woohoo~ Hope dat i could borrow d car on Sat evening to go to my class monitor's Raya open hse.. hehe..

Spinning: PANIC! At The Disco - New Perspective

ps: now having a mild headache =/

pps: exam postponed to 4th of Nov =/

ppps: i wanna watch Sorority Row!!

2009-09-30T18:04:00.005+08:00

FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH

Was late to sch.. den, lalala~ so many things lor, i lazy to talk about it!

So many -ve things going on.. I so wanna burst, nobodys know.. So?

Realli hope dat it will all disappear..

Spinning: Lily Allen - Fuck You
ps: yes, FUCK U!
pps: looks can be deceiving, cant believe u r dat type of person =/

2009-09-28T17:32:00.004+08:00

'CAUSE WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AND DRIFT AWAY, I THINK OF YOU AND EVERYTHING IS OKAY

Heard diz amazing song in my couz's laptop.. Love d lyrics~! ^^

Two Is Better Than One [ft. Taylor Swift]

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"'
Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought,
"Hey, "
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When it's all said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

<<<>>>

Wore my new hairstyle to sch today.. receive various comments, ranging from mushroom head to looking like a dog.. HAHAHA XD

N i seriously hate d sch canteen! sucks to d max!!

N n, d ~~dumb~~ sch was strike by d lightning yesterday, which causes d electric failure today!! Freakin' hot in class, but luckily afta recess, my block had regain d electricity~ ^^ woohoo~!

Spinning: Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One (ft Taylor Swift)
ps: hopes dat it will be an awesome for u! ^^
pps: tummy still not feeling well =/

2009-09-27T20:13:00.002+08:00

TE AMO, SHE SAID TO ME

Had a great nite yesterday~

Was a celebration for gran's bday in Overseas restaurant.. Took pics, check it out~

Gran's bday

Well, i had a boring day today.. Like, woke up with an upset tummy.. still feeling d upsetness of my dear ol' tummy =/

~~Couldn't care less bout d darn 3 history essays~~ Sorry teacs..

N, i duwanna go back to sch =/ Why wun diz hols be longer??!!

Spinning: Rihanna - Te Amo
ps: waiting....

2009-09-26T11:32:00.004+08:00

FEELS LIKE AN OVERDOSE

Went for dinner last nite.. amazingly, there's only 7 of us on d table, but we ordered quite alot of food.. Beginning with 10 plates of Wan Tan Mee, fried chickens, fried chicken parts, 2 plates of carrot cake.. Not to mention, we all each hv our own dessert =P Guess afta diz trip, it's time to cut down on food intake?

Well, went for movie with dad, bro, sis, couz sis n couz bro =) Went to d counter there.. OMG. diz is so diff wit Subang? Our counter is not protected with glass -.- which ease us to look at d seats available n select.. N, d selection of movies is more =P *sigh* We wanted to catch d 9.20pm slot, but they only hv d first row available.. yes, row A =.= now dat's dumb.. So, checked d other time slot, which is 11.20pm.. There is only d front 2 rows available.. Dumb. Went thru a discussion, decided to catch d 11.20pm slot.. So, we gotta kill time b4 it starts..

For starters, we walked around.. Den, we entered MPH.. there's where d fun begins XP We were flipping thru books, including d language section.. Had a great laugh when we all tried to pronounce phrases in diff language.. HAHAHA XD den afta turning here n there, we were flippin' thru joke books written by locals..omg, dumbly funny jokes -.- hehe ;p

Den, ah-boo. MPH wanna close adi.. All d other shops wanna close adi.. it's not even 11pm yet! only like, 10.30pm?! OMG.. still hv close to 50 mins of time to kill.. realli sucky =/

Wait, wait, wait.. Yeah.. left 15 mins to enter d theater.. Apparantely, they ran out of iced lemon tea =.= Went for coke den.. N, d lights for theater 6 had not light up =.= Nid to WAIT AGAIN!! Argh -.- Jol was posing like d posters at d cinema hall.. Pics taken by couz sis =)

Finally enter d theater.. OMG! can u believe there's only 6 rows? yea.. 6 rows!! Big screen but limited seats.. Hmmm.. a-ma-zing. But as d movie begins, i forgotten bout all these.. D movie was great, funny!! those cute guinea pigs~ but i so hate d cockroaches!! FREAKIN HELL LOT OF THEM at d end of d movie.. Whereby they acted as d disco ball =.= Creative!

Afta d movie, went for supper.. But i wanted to go 'p p' hehe.. So like tahan.. N we saw cockroach walking here n there.. OMG.. so scare wei!! =/ Reach back bout 1.30am plus plus? Get on bed close to 2am.. So tired.. but i still cant sleep =/ Dunno why..

Well, i din had a good night rest again =/ Kept waking up.. But i'm so lookin' forward to dinner l8r~ ^^

oops~ ;p

Spinning: Cascada - Evacuate The Dance Floor

2009-09-25T18:09:00.003+08:00

WE ARE GONNA RUN THIS TOWN TONIGHT

Went back to my hometown today~ Woohoo~

Had my fav satay(s) in Ipoh's Old Town.. There's d best satay i had.. highly recommended! Okay, mayb not wat u guys will like, but it had been my fav since little ^^ loyal supporter here~~

Went to Grandparents' hse.. helped to pump grandma's bicycle tires, den kinda like fought with bro again =.= Yea, i had adi kept my mouth shut, din raise my voice.. Oh well.. small things like diz i wun rmb =) Yeah me~

Stalked by Jol again!! ;p

Had haircut.. Jol say look like jellyfish? -.- plz say no.. cuz i dun tink so~ ^^ D darn hairstylist tink dat i looks like form 2? where got so young o.. HAHAHA XD He say wanna make me look older.. but i guess he fail~ Poor thing.. =/

Bluek~

O.O

Dinner with grandparents l8r =) But, i cant wait for tmr's lunch.. u know why~ hehe ;p

Spinning: Paramore - Use Somebody
ps: like d smell of my hair now XP mixture of apple shampoo n wax~

2009-09-24T17:41:00.002+08:00

I'LL BE YOUR CRYING SHOULDER

Went for dance class today.. learnt a new dance.. i dun rmb d type of dance.. sadly =/ But it's a kind of ballroom dance? Hmmm.. Nid to be smooth.. N i so hv prob with dat? Feelin so blurred today.. As always.. when ever had i not been blurred?

So many negative things happened.. Ssshh.. Over adi den over adi, i wun be telling anyone bout it.. No, not even you=) Sorry..

Spinning: Edwin McCain - I'll Be
ps: LIFE'S A BITCH, N I HATE BITCHES.

2009-09-24T11:50:00.004+08:00

IF THERE'S A SOULMATE FOR EVERYONE

AAAHH!! I'M BEING STALKED!!

Lol.. Diz pic was taken by Jol when i was busy with my business on Sun nite =.= HAHAHA

Lazy to update fully bout my day.. So here's some pics~

Had popcorn expirement~ Diz is d sweet flavour.. Not 'shite' flavour -.-

N, i went to pyramid yesterday.. LOL.. Din shop much.. only bought some stationeries n new family members to my nail polish colour collection XP

My drink in Canton Bay.. Yum yum~

B4 headin home, went to McD drive-thru to buy my dinner, which was realli early.. only 5 stg? N, i had choc sundae.. Never like choc sundae.. but it's okay.. eating on buddy's behalf.. so.. yea.. Yum~

First & last time eating Big N' Tasty.. So not my type =/ there's mayo n onion in it.. YUCK! i so so prefer Double Cheeseburger~ HEHEHE ^^

Spinning: Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

2009-09-22T16:05:00.002+08:00

DARLING JUST YOU AND ME

Hey all.. sorry, din came on9 for d last 2 days XP

Sun & Mon spent d whole day out. hehe X)

Sun nite was spent in PJ19, watching football match via d huge screen! Seriously huge. mayb not as big as in d cinema.. XP but, it was huge compare with d others ;P But, sadly, football juz aint my thing.. So.. kinda wasted huh? Well, i was actually toggling between my phone n dada's blackberry XP was FB-ing in his blackberry.. Woohoo~ not so bored adi.. hehhe..

Headed home rather late.. lol..

On Mon, spent d whole day time in KL, went windows shopping in Pavilion.. Sorry to say diz, but i tink those human dat spend a great fortune on a watch is plain DUMB. DUMB DUMB DUMB. XD

Went for golf class in d nite, gotta start training my 5 iron.. lol.. WHY? ssshh... P&C

*Wondering*

Spinning: Zee Avi - Just You And Me
ps: hoping n wondering ;D

2009-09-19T22:35:00.003+08:00

NOBODY NO CAN BRING IT HOME.

I so din slept well last nite? =/ aiks.. Went for golf lor today.. i'm usually d latest one, but.. surprisely, i was d earliest among us XP Plus, b4 i start practicing, mozzies come n attck me adi =.= WTH.

Did bunker shot prac today, i guess dat's why today bunker shots were.. better than usual XP but putting still like.. =.= n woods oso like =.=

Played with buddy, HS n WC.. It had been a hell long of time since i last saw WC.. haha XD

Afta golf round, well, actually, at d last 2 holes, it started to drizzle.. Wet wet wet.. LOL.. it increased d wetness of d course.. DUH! hahaha XD

Got buddy to fetch me back home.. so paiseh lor.. nid to tumpang his car =/ Dat dumb dumb. HAHHA XD kept kacau-ing me in d car =.= like small boy only.. hahaha ;p N, i get to scream at his ear~ hahaha.. *make funny face* Went to McD for tea~ LOL.

EMO look? o.o

Den den, when i got home, mama saw a slug at my other golf shoes!! OMG.. (i hv 3 golf shoes now~ *proud* ) Mama quickly make it out, den i put salt on it *ngek ngek ngek* Not dat evil okay.. but it violate my dear ol' golf shoes!! So.. bye bye~ hehe

EEE~!!

Dinner was in Secret Recipe.. had Kid's Fish n' Chips.. dat dumb dumb place dun hv Kid's Burger =.= WTH. Diz will d first n last time i try dat dish =.=

Spinning: Mini Viva - Left My Heart In Tokyo

2009-09-18T22:51:00.003+08:00

WHYYAWANNABRINGMEDOWN.

Juz give up k? stop these nonsense man. LEAVE ME ALONE MR.MOODY!

*smile* Woke up to a great day today~ d weather is nice, not too hot, juz nice.. for a round of golf~ woohoo~

Totally like, hyperactive today.. guess dat's cause i'm wearing all red? neh.. cuz holidays start adi~! Yippee~

Took a whole looooong time to warm up.. i even ran one round around d practice green? n keep doing star jump.. dun ask. i dunno why i like to do star jump lately XD

So, there were ups n downs in d golf course, details r not meant to be shared~ thank you.. hehe..

Afta golf, went for lunch with Buddy, HS & Uncle Ron, n of cuz mama n jol =) So i cant use chopsticks.. hehe..

So tired dat i fell asleep in d car.. but too bad din get to nap longer b4 piano class.. SO TIRED!! Yet, my buddy can still go out with his frens =.= So geng.

Sucky piano class today =/

Spinning: Ciara: Never Ever
ps: dumb dumb u~ HAHAHA XD
pps: SUPER DUPLE TRIPLE QUAD-DUPLE MEGA MEGALICIOUS POKING MACHINE~ ^^

2009-09-17T21:56:00.003+08:00

SHITE.

I so shud not watch d Midnight Meat Train.

Freakin' scary n disguisting. WTF.

Never ever sit train in d midnight.

~~SHITE SHITE SHITE.~~

Praying hard dat i could sleep well tonight.

2009-09-17T16:51:00.002+08:00

I BELIEVE IN YOU.

Another gloomy day.. No u cant see it easily.. if u observe my doings today, u can feel it..

Stressing over d great pile of HWs.

So what if it's hols? hols or not make no difference to me.

So wanted to skip prac today.. but since my partner is staying back, i of cuz cant leave him alone can i? =/ So no mood to dance today =(

Mana lu..?

Spinning: Toybox - I Believe In You
ps: sucky sucky prac last nite.

2009-09-16T18:04:00.002+08:00

LET'S PLAY A LOVE GAME.

Shite. feeling moody, day 2. =.= Why? cuz of d big pile of HWs.. N.. Mom can actually forgot to fetch me 2day.. she totally overslept. half an hour. N, it was starting to rain at dat moment.. Thank god Jeff is there, so i get to tumpang his fren's car..

Plus, tmr having test on Econ, Chap 4. So duwanna read, but so duwanna get bad results =/

Felt sastified when Kai Li, Kent n me rearranged d books in d library.. God knows how messy n irreponsible those ppl are. Leaving us to do their dirty job. U SUCK!

Nid a break for all of diz nonsense.

Spinning: Ashley Tisdale - It's Alright It's Okay
ps: praying hard dat it's not true
pps: u = suckilicious
ppps: Midnight Meat Train, watch or not? =/

2009-09-14T23:04:00.001+08:00

Yes, Leonard is back~ Woohoo~

He came during range prac.. which, brought back d noise ^^ damn, i miss his mom's laughter! ;D

N, Lil J were there.. which made me.. kinda play with her.. Okay fine, ALOT.. HAHHA XD was like running here n there, chasing here n there.. DAMN, dat was FUN! ^^

Nites all~

Spinning: Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know

2009-09-14T18:53:00.003+08:00

Cherry cherry cherry boom boom.

A long day is gonna end soon =/
HW haven touch yet.

Year end exam coming soon.. 27th Oct. ~~Kill me.~~

He is my number 1 stalker. ~~SCARENING!!~~

Spinning: Space Cowboy ft Chelsea - Falling Down
ps: holding for a wish =)
pps: WHY??!!
pps: ES is gone again =/

2009-09-14T18:46:00.001+08:00

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo signorita

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

Somewhere over the rainbow there's a place we can hide away

Drinking Pina Colada

By the lakes of lemonade

I fantasize about your eyes

Oh, I'm gonna to miss you so

There is a way to paradise

Sorry honey, gotta go

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

I don't wanna let you go

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

Don't wanna let you

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

I'm the one who love you so

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

Don't wanna let youGo!

You make me sing in the shower

You make me jump from a flying plane

Let's eat pizza's for hours

And let us tango in the rain

I fantasize about your eyes

Call me when you're feeling alone

There is a way to paradise

Sorry honey, gotta go

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

I don't wanna let you go

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

Don't wanna let you

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

I'm the one who love you so

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

Don't wanna let youGo!

(ayay! Dont wanna let you go!)

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo!

Dont wanna let you go!

Somewhere over the rainbow there's a place we can hide away

Drinking Pina Colada

By the lakes of lemonade

There is a way to paradise

Oh, I am gonna miss you so!

I fantasize about your eyes

Sorry honey, gotta go

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

I don't wanna let you go

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

Don't wanna let you

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

I'm the one who love you so

Eenie, meenie, miney, moD

on't wanna let youGo!

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo!

Dont wanna let you go!

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo!

Dont wanna let you go!

(Hee, cheeco! Bamos signorita! Ayay!)

Dont wanna let you

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

I am the one who loves you so

Eenie, meenie, miney, mo

Dont wanna let you.GO

Spinning: Toybox - Eenie, Meenie, Miney, Mo

2009-09-13T20:40:00.002+08:00

BITE ME.

Yes n no, dat msg was sweet but frightening at d same time.

Plz stop it man.. i duwan to be more than juz friends with u.. keep it cool. =)

Spinning: Demi Lovato - Catch Me
ps: boring day today =/
pps: a loooooong day tmr =(

2009-09-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

Harlo~

Lazy to do detailed update.. but.. here's some things dat i rmb XP

ES is back from Australia~ Woohoo~ ^^ juz saw him in d range today ;)
MAX too!! so so so SOOOO LOOOONG din see him adi.. bumped into him at d range too~ ^^
nearly got swallow up by d bad vibes diz afternoon =/
had been tinking bout something.. guess it is time to settle it down =)
got bitten by mosquitoes durin golf.. one of them is like, black white stripes, n it dun cause itch, hope it's not wat i tink =/

Spinning: Sixpence None The Richer - There She Goes

2009-09-10T16:50:00.002+08:00

Everyone is so down lately.. WHY? dun be down, fight it.. I'm going to fight it too.. i wun let d bad vibes drag me along ;)

Dance class juz now was like.. OMG.. eventhough i din fall.. cuz i hv a trustworthy partner XP den when d teac want us to exchange partners.. d partner dat i got.. OMG.. d first time we did, when he land me down, i was like.. no, my legs were like jello =/ felt so weak, den i juz sat on d ground, made dat dude worry.. hahaha.. even made my partner worry.. HAHAHA XD but, adta a few times, we were doing okay adi.. hahah..

Only attend one class today =/ d rest, was like, wasted =.=

So, gonna catch up with d HW now.. ciao~

Spinning: Metallica - Aint My Bitch

ps: pump it ppl, tink positive~ ^^

pps: CHEER UP! ^^

2009-09-09T17:59:00.002+08:00

My head is about to fall on d table =/ feeling so tired.. so, a quick update of my day~

was late to sch n my name was wrote down =.=
spoil my mood only =.=
exchange student from America in my class, pretty good-looking, 17 diz year, n she juz turned 17 last week.. LOL ;D
PP teac was like, speeding in d no-speeding zone.. LOL =P
helped teac to do some typing.. SO MANY NAMES!! =/
d library loan list is full with colours~ haha XD
nearly lost my phone juz now, when it was actually playing hide-'n'-seek with me, it was hiding underneath my file.. LOL

Hope i manage to get some rest b4 heading for prac tonite =)

Spinning: Zee Avi - Just You And Me

ps: a nice song intro by HS ;)

2009-09-08T15:30:00.002+08:00

Lazy to update bout d last few days =P

But, yesterday i went to watch Final Destination 4 with buddy n his bros.. hmm..

Buddy was sitting beside me, OMG. he muz hv regretted bout it.. CUZ I SQUEEZED HIS HAND SO TIGHT when d disguisting n disturbing parts come out.. LOL..

D movie is like *thumbs up* ^^ okay okay.. yea it was disguisting.. but it was so exciting!! Woohoo~

N, no more outings til exam is over.. Woohoo~ yea rite =/ No more outings.. no more cinema.. Oh well.. study more i guess =)

Spinning: Justin Bieber - One Time
ps:his MV reminded me of Jesse McCartney ^^
pps: i dun nid a string to tie me up ;)
ppps: he is so scaring me! =/

2009-09-04T19:27:00.002+08:00

Darn. today i like got bullied in sch lor during recess =.= Stupid dudes.. keep zha-ing me.. altogether 3 dudes lor.. WTH. make me damn bengang only.. F*. patience hv limitations oso de lor.

Totally like no mood lor today =/ Dun feel like blogging adi..

Spinning: Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me
ps: plz say dat i'm juz being sensitive.. but i can feel dat.. he is like.. hmmm =/

2009-09-03T18:01:00.002+08:00

OMG. Drove home from sch today.. alone~ hehe.. n i'm still alive! Woohoo~ ^^

Sch had d national day celebration.. overall.. it was like.. so booooorriiiing! den, it came to d singing d patriotic songs.. Me n d gals had fun singing.. hahaha.. highlighting our voice when it came to d KERANAMU~ hahaha..

N like, we had diz econs small test.. hmmm.. eventhough i answered every single questions.. but i'm so not sure whether i got them all correct anot.. hmmm.. Aaahh, forget bout it! ;p

Today dance class was real fun.. hahaha XD Well, not realli to say fun, but something, special i guess.. Since we were dancing Rock 'n' Roll, so, we r going to hv more touching.. hmm.. is it d correct word? juz like, d guys will put their hands on our waist as they hv to lift us up.. Den today, we gals were like, suppose to hop onto d guys.. LOL. When it was me n my partner turn, i was so scare dat he will drop me.. cuz one of d pair earlier, d guy dropped d gal.. BUT, luckily my partner is someone dat i can trust in ;) I so din fall, n we did quite good =)

Wanna nap =/

Spinning: The Saturdays - Issues
ps: longing for weekends to come =D
pps: diz song is nice.. but sometimes can get me feeling EMO =/
ppps: so i guess ~~i'm feeling a bit EMO now~~ =/ will someone plz cheer me up?

2009-09-02T17:35:00.002+08:00

Lesson learnt: no no watching horror flicks when it is d hungry ghost month =.=

Mama changed d RTM2 at around close to 11pm last nite.. it was a malay show bout pontianak, den it frighten me like crazy when suddenly d pontianak's head appeared below d guy's legs.. OMG. i straight covered my eyes, but i still ter-saw it =.= Dat affect me.. i nid Jol to be with me in d room when i wanna sleep.. lame rite? =/ oh well.. dat's me..

Today went to sch LATE lor.. cuz of.. not me DUH! =P But, luckily, d perfect din jot down my name ;p thanks to d librarian uniform.. muz had thought i was in other form.. LOL. i even ter-scratch my rite leg lo -.- cuz d skirt too long adi, den i tak sempat to pull up d skirt higher =.=

Dumb sch, no electricity AGAIN =.= Anyway, was feeling so sleepy.. so tired.. early morning, realli like no mood lor -.- haiz.. apa ni.

Juz now librarian duty.. went to d small kids with Jefferson, Jun Yang to inform them dat they owe d library books.. so ma fan lor.. nid to go to almost every class, called out their names, n repeat d same questions n tell d same thing.. Sien. Den, Jun Yang's gal came n join us for awhile ;p So cute lar they both.. hehe..

Now eating my early dinner.. cold pasta.. hmmm.. i guess, no time to nap lu *sigh*

Spinning: 3Oh!3 - Starstruck
ps: diz song is d upbeat-est song for diz time being ;)
pps: kinda worry dat i'll fall sick again =/

2009-09-01T18:12:00.002+08:00

Stupid cockroach! Hate 'em!

Last nite afta shower, it came out from nowhere n it frighten me like crazy.. Kept screaming! OMG. n it even made me hid in d closet!! O.O

ps: sorry if diz pict disguist u, it disguist me too! =.=

2009-09-01T17:17:00.005+08:00

Freakin shite, going to update short bout Sun n Mon n mayb today? =/

Sun:

Had dinner with grandparents n uncle in a seafood called 3328 in some place of Ipoh i tink.. Stupid. SUCKY. Restaurant. =.= I swear, never to eat there again man =.= Stupid place. F* it lor!

Den, as i was on d way back to SJ, FB-ing thru my dada's blackberry.. n, woohoo~ Kimi won d F1 race dat nite!! ^^

N, when i reached home.. cant on9 =.= Geram betul. F* it again.

Mon:

Woke up realli late.. close to noon! OMG.. haha.. a total of 12 hours sleep i guess.. hehe.. N, since it's bro's bday.. we hv japanese cuisine for lunch.. LOL.. woohoo~ But, i hv seafood allegy.. So, boohoo =/

Ended up with a lunch set of chicken with cheese.. Yum~ but.. cuz it's set, there is like, japanese salad too =.= Dat's d first time, i ate so many vegetables in a meal! WTH. But, i enjoyed d lunch ;)

Afta lunch, dada bought us to Bangsar, to see d LAT exhibition ^^ I was like kinda lost when i was searching for d restrooms.. bladder about to burst adi lor =P Since i left d japanese restaurant opposite of SJMC.. Hmmm, d restaurant name is Tomoe ^^ everything in there is nice! *thumbs up!* ^^ So, cont with d LAT, it realli bought back d memories when me n my siblings will always fight n take turns to read his comic books at home =P

Tada~ D dark angels~ ;p

Well, we din stayed long in d mall, as dada planned to go for a round of 9 holes with Jol, but too bad, tak jadi in d end.. So, i was like, rushing my hist HW =P So semangat lor.. like NO! hahaha.. eventhough i did managed to finish like 12/13 of d mind maps as dinner time arrive? hehe..

Afta dinner, went to d range.. Hmm.. hitting? i dunno.. i tink like usual -.- When will i improve man? =.= suddenly will go better den suddenly will go worse =/ Apa ni? N, Buddy's niece called me AUNTY! T__T ~~am i dat old?~~ but Jol was called as aunty too, HS was called as uncle, n most importantly, buddy is her jiu jiu.. HAHAHA.. since we r like, in d same age group, so okay lar.. acceptable i guess =/

Wanted to watch d repeat of a drama, last epi, doh! BUT STUPID TV PROG, make it din happen =.= So, like buddy, Jol n me slept at 2 something.. freakin' late given dat buddy n I nid to attend morning sch d next day =.=

Tues (2day~) :

Woke up around 6.35am.. can feel d tiredness in it.. but when i arrive sch, see all my frens afta so so so loooooonng sch hols, d smiley face is paste on my face again ;) Wished Winson bday upon arriving class, he officially turned into a legal dude w.e.f of TODAY! LOL.. But, d darn block where my class is, no freakin' electricity =.= WTH.

Classes were normal.. thought i gotta admit, i managed to survive d sch hours ;) Even thru R&D! hehe.. *shakes booty*

I tink i so gonna F* d hist 1: world history's HW =.= hate reading dat long-winded book man =.=

Gonna wait til my buddy wake up from his nap.. LOL..

Spinning: Toybox - Dumm-Diggy-Dumm
ps: diz song is nice~ addictive ;p
pps: headache juz came n gone like *poof* ;D

2009-08-30T18:35:00.002+08:00

Here's some pics to share =P

Our drinks for breaky.. 100 plus mixed with ribena~ Yum~

N n n,

See d ratio of Jol's head n d size of d coconut? ;P

Spinning: Busted - Falling For You

2009-08-30T12:37:00.002+08:00

Teehee~ sorry so late only update =P

So like, yesterday, yup.. sleep in d car on d way to Ipoh.. woke up with a reddish pinkish left eye =.= Wat's up with my eyes man.. diz morning woke up with a slightly swollen eye =/

Went to grandparents hse to acknowledge our 'nenek moyang' dat we came back adi.. den dada went to search for his kiddy pics.. cuz he hv gathering with his ex-classmates etc.. OMG, hehe.. damn happy to look at those old photos.. hehehe.. when everybody is still young, still looking damn good =P Hohoho~ n my baby pic.. OMG.. hehehe.. so chubby!!

Enuf with d photos.. i helped my grandma to mopped d floor.. hehe *glows out a halo* damn, i'm a good gal ;p But, i dun do those at home XP

N n n, when i got to my uncle hse, i started going on9 =P N, chatting with my Couz when we r juz next door! O.O hehehe.. When it came to showering.. OMG. d water is like so so SO COLD!! but, thanks to NS, i adi can accept d icy cold water shower..teehee~ ^^

Den, b4 dinner, went over to couz's hse to chat, talked bout her Japan trip.. OMG, i realli get out of here now! hehehe.. Afta dinner, we watched d Japan gameshow of tetris humano.. OMG.. keep laughing =P Damn those foolish ppl.. hehehe.. but i doubt i can tink when i'm in their shoes.. hehehe.. it all happen so suddenly.. Wow.. hehehe..

Den, end up slept at close to 3am.. why? not cuz chattin with Couz.. cuz i juz simply cant sleep =/ Doink. dunno why.. juz cant get my brain to rest.. too many things flowin here n there.. oh well.. dat's why i'm so tired diz morning =P

Went to d market n had my all time favourite TOAST!! ^^ Yum yum~

Might update l8r.. if i feel like to =P

Tata~

Spinning: Toybox - Summerlove
ps: was havin a gathering with some NS frens via MSN.. LOL craziness!! hehe
pps: SO freakin' hot today!

2009-08-29T18:55:00.003+08:00

So yes, i'm blogging in Ipoh =P

Cant believe i woke up late yet again =/ Oh well, mayb cuz i slept real late like.. 2am something? was watching movies again yesterday.. Hahaha.. only yesterday's movies were at home.. So, King Kong again -.- I so hate dat i'm a humankind afta watching dat movie =.= Stupid mankind, i rather not know there is d existance of King Kong than having it to die =/

D 2nd movie i watched was d Singaporean movie

I totally adore d couple ^^ thought i gotta say.. diz movie n The Proposal hv something in common.. which is, they faked to be a couple, n getting movie, but in d end, as they get to know each other more, they fell in love with each other.. Hmmmm, see d link there? ;)

Will update l8r or mayb soon bout today's activities in Ipoh.. Ciao~

Spinning: Venetian Princess - Outer Space

ps: diz song is a parody of Poker Face ;P

pps: i'm chattin with my Couz when we r juz next door ;D

2009-08-28T19:49:00.002+08:00

Woah.. slept til 12.43pm today =/ amazingly exhausted.. Totally feel like dying =.=

Totally lifeless day -.- guess cuz there's no sugar today.. to give me d extra boost..

Even range today was oso like.. living in a dry drought -.-

However, seeing houses did brighten me a bit =) i love d interior designs.. all d large windows.. nice curtains ;D wanna own one house like those.. with lotsa large windows, spacious =)

Gonna cont dreaming on i guess =/

Spinning: Steve Appleton - Dirty Funk
ps: diz song is good ;)
pps: feeling mild headache now =/

2009-08-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hohoho~ afta so loooong, i had finally got my movie marathon =) hehe..

We booked movie tickets.. seriously did, like everytime, but since we were like so freakin' early there, we abandon d booked tickets n go for buying tickets from d counter ;) Den, McD is for breaky~! Seriously, i dun tink i'll be having another breaky there =/

Anyways, first movie we watched was: Up (3D)

Hilarious yet touching at d same time.. it made me teared twice =/ Oh oh, d old guy (Carl) looks a bit like Uncle Richard.. n as for d small boy (Russell) looks like.. someone.. HAHAHA (fill in d blank urself for those dat know! ;P )

Next stop, afta d movie, we hv our lunch.. at Old Taste.. actually, i din realli eat.. only a cup of Revive.. wasn't hungry.. So, like, when u put, us 3 (Jol, Buddy n me) together, chaos man!! WTH. kept laughing n laughing n talking nonsense =.= HAHAHA XD

Den, afta Jol left, me n buddy cont our movie marathon =) Next movie in line is: I Love You, Beth Cooper

A sensible movie bout love of a geek towards d sch cheerleader, n again, HILARIOUS too! ;D D world shud be so thankful dat i dun drive like Hayden (Beth in d movie) Total RECKLESS DRIVING! but i like her spinning d car ;P

Well, afta dat movie, we hv like 2 n an half hour to kill.. so we went for Buddy's shoelace hunt =) Which only took less than half an hour i assume? Den walk walk walk, i feel like eating McD's ice cream.. As we got down d escalator, buddy went 'Max. Max!' I was like so freakin' blur @.@ Den afta dat only i know dat Max's mama is like over there.. Haha.. so went n say 'hi', chat a bit, which bud did d most talking.. They r his family anyways.. eventhough me n Max is pet siblings ;) Damn. His sis look so so young! ^^

Den, we spent dunno how long in front of McD, licking our ice cream, while looking at d skaters.. Sorry to say diz, we laughed a bit when we saw some peeps dat fell.. well, there were a few dat kept felling.. so... Hehe.. okay, fine, i laughed more XP cant tahan okay? ;P

Alas, buddy gave in, n there we went to d bookstore, Popular bookstore.. Hmm.. Look look see see.. Den we went to d cooking section, flip thru all d cookbook.. Went like, googoo gaagaa over d food.. thought i like alot of d desserts dat hv strawberries in it ;P Look look see see again, time for dinner.. Actually, i tink we were a bit behind d time =/

So, like at 6.32pm, our dish came, den we munch on them.. Damn.. i was like so stuffed =/ I sorta kinda almost cant finish d beef cheese baked rice.. But cant waste food rite?! So.. yup, in they go inside my tummy =P

We were like, 10 mins late inside of d cinema.. Hmm.. So.. missed a few mins lu.. N, since our seats were like in d center, we juz sat d available seats.. Hohoho~ D way i sat was so relaxing.. With my legs up on d seat beside me.. Teehee~ N guess wat, d whole row was like empty, only us were sitting there.. freaky huh? But it's okay, i din felt cold or any shivers neither ;D

Oh oh, d movie dat we were watching was The Proposal ;)

Another HILARIOUS movie! ^^ But.. i do gotta admit.. D MISSY dat were acting in it, look kinda old when her hair was down, n when she kinda makeup-less =/ But d GUY wasn't any better neither.. Thought i gotta give a thumb-up for his cute look, minus d wrinkles at his forehead =.= But, d movie was great ;)

Afta d movie, another round of ice cream, diz time is Baskin Robin.. Hohoho~ i tink i might gain a few afta today's outing =/ Mayb a wee bit too much sugar =P but, i juz love eating ice cream.. especially, Cotton Candy flavour of Baskin Robin! ^^ hehe.. d sweetness ;D

Here's some snapshots~

Bang~

Hehe.. Plz dun kill me! *took from d wrong angle =.= *

Buahaha~ Diz is wat happen to Jol when she hv full tummy n French Toast =P

Spinning: Matt Nathanson - Come On Get Higher

ps: cant wait for ES to return, n see wat Australia did to him ;P

pps: So enjoy 2day's movie marathon ;)

ppps: still scratching head over d mind maps of history HW =/ DAMN.

pppps: alot of shoppers din even wore mask! ;D neither did we all~

2009-08-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

No point looking backwards, LOOK FRONT ;)

So like, GOODBYE!

Spinning: Kelly Clarkson - Whyyawannabringmedown
ps: looking forward to MOVIE MARATHON! ^^

2009-08-25T17:37:00.003+08:00

I shud be sack from diz blog man.. so lazy to update =.= hehe

So hols start adi.. n guess wat? Dahlah hv tons of HW, i'm currently addicted to Sims 3 =/ dunno how long will it takes for me to finish off my HW XP

So sick of diz H1N1 thing man -.- Cuz of it, i cant go to d gathering last fri nite, tonight's BBQ party oso i cant go.. WTH. Get a life, get out of Msia u darn virus!

Gonna be so random =P I finished my History essay! Finally~ *Woohoo~!* but there's more from where it came from -.- There's still 13 more mind maps to do =/ Screw it.

So wanna kick someone's ass.. any volunteer(s)? XP

Spinning: Jesse McCartney - Tell Her
ps: life is more colourful when there's buddy =)
pps: hohoho~ cant wait for it! O.O

2009-08-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile =)

Sorry dat u guys saw me cried diz evening =/

So gonna keep d smile on my face next time =)

Spinning: Toybox - Superstar

ps: sorry dat i got EMO today =p

pps: love having u guys there when i'm down =)

2009-08-20T16:34:00.002+08:00

So hate dat d classroom is at d top floor now.. Argh.. i can feel my both of my calves burning.. Or mayb it's cuz juz had another round of dance class ;P

Today's class is realli interesting.. hmmm.. guys gonna lift d gals up.. at first i was realli scare.. I mean.. woah.. u gotta trust d guy on lifting u n securing ur safety when u land.. But, my partner was realli amazing! ^^ my landings r all soft ones comparing with d others ;)

Spinning: Toybox - Romeo And Juliet
ps: waiting for d next outing~ O.O
pps: want massage at my calves~ ;P
ppps: guess it's time for skirt hunting

2009-08-19T17:13:00.002+08:00

Was in sch in when i heard bout diz..

1 of my former sch teacher passed away due to H1N1 O.O

N.. i heard from Kai Li.. It's Miss Chai =( she taught us science in d beginning of form 4 den maths from d beginning of form 4 mid term..

Damn sad bout it =/ Kai Li even cried over it.. Cry til her eyes all red =<

R.I.P my beloved teacher

Spinning: Michael Jackson - Don't Walk Away

2009-08-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

Tried my first hand on interviewing a bunch of ppl with d SAME questions.. It's like.. so boring =/ Now i know how those boss feel when they interview those candidate.. Hmm.. Gotta make urself stand out so dat d interviewer will rmb u ;)

Spinning: Lady Gaga - Love Game Remix (ft Marilyn Manson)
ps: i'm so addicted to diz song these few days! ^^
pps: dunno how am I going to catch up with d dance class =/

2009-08-17T11:33:00.002+08:00

Harrow~ =)

Yes yes, i had recovered from my flu.. juz yesterday.. but.. diz morning my running nose came back.. n i juz had to take dat cold medicine.. N, now.. OMG..

I FEEL SO DIZZY @.@

So regret taking dat medicine!! argh!! how am i suppose to keep my head up while i catch up with my HW? -.- ISH.

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Ppl ppl ppl, go check up d 15 Malaysia videos! It's good! funny? hilarious? YESH! ^^ so go watch it~

N, as for now.. i guess i better get back to my HW =)

Spinning: Pixie Lott - Mama Do
ps: i'm so addicted to my SIMS 3 game on my laptop, it run SO FREAKIN FAST! ^^
pps: heard from Jin-Ji dat ~~Loh~~ misses me?! O.O
ppps: how many days had i not been to golf prac?! =/
pppps: feelin so drowsy~~~ @.@

2009-08-14T22:45:00.004+08:00

Argh.. fever is ~~back~~ AGAIN =.=

Cant believe i'm having on n off fever.. WTH?!

Spinning: Toybox - The Sailor Song
ps: no mood to do HW =/

pps: out of sudden feel so weak =(

ppps: i used ALOT of tissue for my nose =.=

2009-08-14T09:09:00.002+08:00

I shud be in sch.. but here i am at home =P

I shud be resting.. but here i am, blogging ;P

Argh.. so bored man when all my frens (most of my frens) r in sch, while i stay put at home to rest..

Yes yes, i had got sore throat, slightly running nose, slightly feverish yesterday.. But today, my cough got worse, still running nose, n my fever came back =/ Guess i might not be able to go for dance class today =/ Damn sad lar~! ISH. miss one dance class is like, u had miss an eternity of life.. fine, i'm juz being sarcastic ;P but, argh.. it's going to be hard to catch up =.= N.. my poor partner.. he juz gotta dance alone or with other gals today.. Sowee~

Buddy say i can give him a msg in d morning if i'm feelin bored.. But he is schooling doh! i duwanna disturb him lar.. he hv juz so much to catch up with since.. he was absent dunno for how long? XP

Anyhoo, sorry for not updating my blog last few days.. no mood to update okay? haiz.. HAHAHA XD

BTW, i hv no idea why she always target me to help her do her errands one -.- Yesterday she asked me to help her gather every class' info.. including d names of d class monitor, form teac, arts teac n civil teac.. Wat is it for? For d merdeka decoration compe.. *why cant she ask somebody else? =/*

Guess i'm gonna either do my HW, or waste time doing nothing =/

Spinning: Lady Gaga - Again again
ps: my body is feelin so warm =/
pps: my view towards u might change =)
ppps: skipped history talk to attend dance class, heard teachers was mad at us, but, WHO CARES? =.=
pppps: damn he is scary -.-